thoughts running through my head

well... i am sad... and angry...
like man...i've never felt so disappointed before
and sometimes i just dunno what i want anymore
it's annoying
i have to live with this for the rest of my life
but no, i pray that it'll leave me alone...
cos i just can't take it anymore
i hope you ppl will THINK before you promise anyone ANYTHING
especially those big promises
argh
like...if you're NOT READY for a commitment/responsibility, DON'T get into a relationship
that's all i can say
or else both of you will be heading into different directions
and in the end it will hurt. it will HURT.
for goodness sake
we need to GROW UP
Lord i do not know where You will lead us
i do not know what will happen in the future
but i know it is in Your hands
and i want to surrender all to You
i would do ANYTHING to get out of this mess and start anew
help me to forgive, most of all
and i'll cling unto Your promises that i will make it through
HELP ME TO FOCUS!!!
i trust you...
but sometimes i just cant help it but question alot
sorry...