Tsk. Feeling a bit sulky now.

It's okay, I shall go for Bbq with the guys later.

And I'm officially broke.

Rar.

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Now I'm feeling good. HAHAHA!

I just dunno about myself. No matter how many times I told myself not to think anymore, I'd still end up thinking anyway.

Seriously, I dunno what's wrong with ME! I've only started to feel like this recently.

I think alot about almost everything. Random stuff. Like, why is the sky blue.

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Just kidding.

But, hmmm..... Really, why is the sky blue arh?

Anyway, thanks to whoever tried to cheer me up. And sorry cause it seems like nothing gets into my head except for.....crap. I think I'm worrying too much. Probably somethings happened too fast til I feel lost. And blur.

Suddenly I'm missing Hong Kong very badly. =( I miss the food. I miss the people. I miss the shopping malls. I miss the tiny apartment. I miss the scenery. I miss everything lah. But I wasn't that happy in HK last year because of somebody. Uh, sad memories.

Mom wants me to work in office. I hate answering calls eh. But for the sake of money..... NO I WON'T BETRAY MYSELF! NO!!!!!

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Sorry that I over-reacted.

I still dunno which college to go. I have one in mind which is The One Academy but I'm not sure yet. Cause I haven't talked to my parents about it. I know they won't let me go KL..... So I'm really stressing out right now just by thinking of it. ARGH.

I need money. =(

Oh wow, I never knew I like listening to Jazz. Hehe. Especially Michael Buble. CHRISTMAS SONGS! And I can't wait for Christmas! *dreams*

My Christmas List. (tiba-tiba) *ahem ahem* I don't want anything but my friends for Christmas. Ok ok, I would be lying if I didn't add the word 'food' on the list. Turkey. Yum yum.


...............But then I saw this while chatting with Jude. "MEAT IS MURDER"

Some meat are nice bah! I don't take much meat but yeah, some are nice. Then all of a sudden, durian comes into picture. Eh? Who cares. Durians are yummy. Ice blended durian is nice too.

I think I'm kinda hungry now.

Yesterday I was okay lah. Just that I was being over-concerned or sensitive.

Today has been fun. Like, I managed to not think THAT much since I've two 'ji muis' with me. (you know who you are *HAHAHA*) We ate so freaking much today. First meal we had during lunch was tom yam. Then we went to buy stuffs to make pudding. Also had two full cups of fresh milk. After pudding, we went for tom yam (AGAIN) for dinner. So basically I'm still FULL now. And I only left few bucks.

So much for today and it's been tiring, really. Especially after eating THAT much.

I'm going to have sorethroat again. =(

Job interview. Sigh.

I've been worrying too much since yesterday.

I'm so tired right now.

My brain can't even function well.

I dunno what to write anymore.

That's it.

Found some old pics. (2005)

These photos were taken during Installation Nite and Prom Nite.

Atlantis Cafe
Btw, I went to Passion Concert instead of Installation Nite. Then after that we went for a drink. *ahem* with lots of food.
Obviously, all of us didn't have a date whatsoever so we ended up taking pics together. Yeap.

It wasn't ME who editted this pic okayyy... Lee Yik Chai did. While we were taking pics, this guy suddenly came over and sat beside me, all-ready to pose and all that.

She's at it again.

Am I really wrong?

What's wrong by having MORE friends, I wonder?

Should I isolate myself or what?

I find it very hard to talk to my mom. Especially when she's not a Christian. I don't even know if she believes in Jesus. I must say that our relationship has really gone down. I can't deny that.

But I'm sad because I'm getting further from God. I feel lost. Or maybe it's me that I've lost faith in Him.

I dunno what's wrong anymore.

All I need is You, Lord.

Dear blog,

I just wanna tell you that my phone batt is still full (amazingly) for the first time.

Ok.

That's about it.

Bye.

Oh ya! I almost forgot.

I fooled someone today. I joked about going to Asia City with a serious look on my face. He believed. Almost parked the car there. Yeah. He said he won't believe me again.

Unless it's pudding.

I'm craving for desserts.

Okay, maybe mango salad too.

No, make it Carbonara.

Wait.

I'm supposed to crave for pudding.

Yum yum.

Yappzai@Susie

hmm... kesian
hot?
i can't believe he actually thinks it's nice to put stickers on his handphone. flower somemore that.

It was crazy yesterday. I woke up because no electricity. I was home alone. Parents and sister went to the shop earlier. I couldn't do anything since the ipod broke down. Thank God for my handphone. I texted Yappzai about my condition. After awhile of waiting, he finally came. HAHA!

I had to go out from the small gate using the key since I couldn't use the remote. I totally forgot which key is for the gate! And guess what, I grabbed all the keys I could find and put in my pouch, just in case. With great hope, I opened the gate using the first key. TADAA! I did it! Then I tried to take out the key. I pulled. And pulled again. WTH! Thank God, Yapp got out of the car and helped me. Hehe. We figured it out after all! Lalala..... But malu lah...

Anyhow, we went to Center Point. After parking the car, the fun began! Hehehe. I painted Yapp's nails black. With glitters somemore. WOAH! Hahahah. He was complaining about the colour and how evil I am. When I finished painting his nails, he said this all of a sudden while admiring his nails, "It's actually cool!"

Weird.

We had tom yam in the food court. I think we were there the longest. We ate so freaking slow!!! Hahaha. I took some pictures too. Yapp kept showing his nails to people around. Some laughed, some ignored, some was blur, some smiled. Hmmm it was fun! I never knew he'd actually like it and request for another colour next time! OMG!

Finally after eating since forever, we went to shop for nail polish and stickers. We bought it and I added some stickers on his nails. Wooooo!!! HOT! I couldn't stop laughing and smiling. Hehehe. Then we went to yoyo. Three girls laughed at him until he so pai seh. The last place we went was the market in Lintas just to buy lollipops. When he paid the money to the cashier, she actually smiled! Hehehehehe. It's ok, Yapp. You made everyone's day! Especially mine! Mwahahahaha.

Ok, end of story.

Our next plan? Coming soon.

I still can't figure out why he bought the vodka for me. Friends, okay. But WHY suddenly???

I've already long forgotten about it. But, woah..... tiba tiba wan oh this guy after all we haven't been contacting each other for a month.

Blah.

Scariest places on earth.

Everywhere.

No where on earth is safe.

KL is scary. You will see news about people being murdered everyday on newspaper. Wth. This scared me enough already and yet I had to endure much more by hearing it from others.

Friends asked if I had fun. I seriously did not know how to answer. Haha.

I did have fun. Like, a tiny bit. Cause I could not help but feel very insecure and unsafe wherever I go. Call me sensitive. Sometimes I would think, 'Will I be the next victim?' Woah. You get what I mean? But I do believe in prayers. So yeah, thank God I am back home safely in one piece. Yep.

Airplanes. They are scary too. Serious. Maybe last night I sat at the back. The last row somemore. The feeling was like.......... on a boat or something. Yish. Next time I want front seat!!!!!

Probably end of the year I will be going to KL and Singapore. Hmmmm.....