Flyleaf - Believe In Dreams

I know, the days will come and go,

But baby I'll grow old, but I will die.

For now, is it worth it to be sad, if it's harder to be glad to be alive?

For the trouble I have caused I wonder,

Where do I belong?

Is it here?

Believe in dreams you love so much,

Let the passion of your hearts make them real

And tell all the ones you love,

Anything and everything you feel.

I laugh about the past

Secretly,

Wish we could go back,

And save the child...

As I look around this room,

See the worried eyes I know

It's time I cannot buy

Was this worth the time to rise?

Was this worth the time to rise?

Believe in dreams

I believe in dreams

I believe in dreams

I believe in you

I learned the word contentment today.

Today's post has absolutely nothing to do with contentment. But oh well.

This I would like to dedicate to all PH members.

I dunno how many times I've said this but I LOVE PH. I'm really really happy to be in PH and I enjoy every moment spent with all of you. But that's not all I want to say. Although I feel excited, there's always a few persons who do not feel the way I feel. Get it?

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I'm glad that I went for the mission trip last weekend. God showed many things to me. Something very unexpectable, y'know?

So, yeah.

I was quite annoyed with this person as the questions popped up almost every second while I was trying my best to focus on something else. But as she started to talk about her life, my attention slowly moved.

@ : Do you know that I used to be involved in witchcraft? I could really move things using my mind! My friends taught me. I had hysteria almost every night.
Me : *stares*
@ : It's true! *smiles*
Me : Does your dad know?
@ : Yeah. After I told him about it at the end of the year, he was really angry. But things are okay now.
Me : ...
@ : I was rebellious and I used to like to scold people stupid. Hahah.
Me : ... er...

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@ : Do you know my brother doesn't believe in God?
Me : Really? But he still goes for sunday service.
@ : Yeah. But I dunno why he doesn't believe that there's God. I believe he will, one day. *smiles*
Me : ...

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@ : Do you know notice that I don't usually talk much during PH? Because I'm afraid that I'll talk too much and hurt somebody's feelings.
Me : ...
@ : And I don't join PH that much because nobody really encourages me to go except for Aunty Vivien.
Me : ...

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If you know who this @ is, don't tell me. Don't tell anyone. If you do not know, don't ask. It's not for you to guess.

I just want to let you know that there's always someone or some ppl in our group who feel left out. And I know she's not the only one.

Why do we let them slip away? Aren't we suppose to be ONE?

Lets work together ok? Who cares about the age or the gender. I don't. Do you?

i discovered things along the way.

even though i was given only a day time.

some truth i've heard,

some events i've seen,

feelings i've felt,

i know it's time to make a difference.

the world is having fever. and its spreading......whatever

somethings...

.....are better left unsaid.

uhm...

danielle, you are such a loser.

but i know you're going to overcome it and make it happen somehow.

i know you will.

by God's Grace. Amen.

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El says:
okay so thrs moon, vovo, um kristen, danielle and soong bak lok
danielle says:
ya
El says:
wats ur 2nd sister reals name
danielle says:
giun vo
El says:
is tat chinese
El says:
wait wait ur danielle soong what agen
danielle says:
im soong giun tzu
danielle says:
sounds hard lehhhh
danielle says:
ahahha
danielle says:
don worry
El says:
AR
danielle says:
i don blame you
El says:
i paused for a while to think how to prounce it hehe
El says:
so all u guys actually chinese name on ur birthcerts
danielle says:
yaaa
danielle says:
pure chinese baby!!
El says:
pure chinese BABY?
El says:
sumhow tat sounds funny
El says:
im a pure chinese baby too
danielle says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
danielle says:
i was trying to sound like this... "PURE CHINESE,,, BABEY!"
danielle says:
not like...... pure chinese baby
El says:
oh
danielle says:
you know?
danielle says:
HHAHAHAHA
El says:
OH

then we were lol like mad... can you tell?

And I’m in so deep

You know I’m such a fool for you

You got me wrapped around your finger

Do you have to let it linger

i think i'm losing control again.

damn.

"...you have reached the voicemail.
Please leave a message after the 'beep'.
.....yeah.......
wait for it, wait for it...
beep.














HAHAHAHAHA
...just kidding.
Please repeat your message after this real 'beep'.




bop.
em... yeaaah.....
Thank you for using our voicemail service.
Have a nice day.
Do come back and use 'us' again."

life

patience.

more patience.

and what?

then i'm gonna dominate the world.

(living in self-denial)

crap.

it's really my name.

The Reason Why I Love PowerHouse So Much

Aaron Heng says:
oh wow
Aaron Heng says:
who invite her? (i think he meant me. dunno who added me in the conversation.)
danielle says:
lol
danielle says:
lol
danielle says:
hi

this is only the beginning.
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it all started with.........

rowena says:
rar so queit..
Aaron Heng says:
wazat?
Aaron Heng says:
shh
rowena says:
rar!
El says:
rar
Aaron Heng says:
ror
Aaron Heng says:
rur
danielle says:
RAWR
Aaron Heng says:
rurr
rowena says:
rir
danielle says:
MUAHAHAHAHAHAH
Aaron Heng says:
purr
rowena says:
lol
Aaron Heng says:
rawr
Aaron Heng says:
rlrlrlrlrlrawrlrlr
El says:
roooorrrr
rowena says:
ro!
Aaron Heng says:
ribbit
danielle says:
tibbit
Aaron Heng says:
tobbot
Aaron Heng says:
tubbut
Aaron Heng says:
!!
rowena says:
tibbit
Aaron Heng says:
robot
El says:
Tabbat
Aaron Heng says:
tobor
Aaron Heng says:
obor

then... jeng jeng jeng!

danielle says:
rabbit + harimau = rabbitau
Aaron Heng says:
yippee!
Aaron Heng says:
a revelation

i shall let you read the rest.
it's pretty long...please bear with me.

El says:
porcupine + dragon
El says:
porgon
danielle says:
porcugon!!!!
danielle says:
HAHAAHAHAHA
Aaron Heng says:
platypus + cup = .. ..
El says:
ptypup
rowena says:
lol there was ketabi! ketam + babi = ketabi (created by justin and meriel)
El says:
wat abt elephant and dolphin
El says:
ooo
El says:
elephin
rowena says:
elephin!
El says:
sounds gud
Aaron Heng says:
hmm.. + my = hmmmy
danielle says:
....
danielle says:
...
danielle says:
.
Aaron Heng says:
jellyphin!
El says:
disaur + whale
Aaron Heng says:
jellyphant!!
Aaron Heng says:
dinosale!!
rowena says:
hahahhahah
danielle says:
rowena + elsha = rowelsha
rowena says:
rowelsha!!!!!
Aaron Heng says:
platypus and giraffe
Aaron Heng says:
patyraf!
rowena says:
platyraffe
Aaron Heng says:
platyraf*
rowena says:
lol@ patty!!!
Aaron Heng says:
oh oh !!
Aaron Heng says:
elstin!!!
Aaron Heng says:
el and justin
rowena says:
hahhahahhhaha
rowena says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 (ignore the 1)
rowena says:
arrielle!
rowena says:
arron + danielle
rowena says:
arrielle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i likey!! lol
Aaron Heng says:
rowena+jude=rude!!!!!

there were also........

danielle says:
aaron + justin = aarustin
Aaron Heng says:
aaron + ridge= aaronidge!
El says:
rowena + justin
rowena says:
ahahahhaha
El says:
rowtin
danielle says:
rowstin!!!!!!
El says:
aaridge
danielle says:
ROASTIN!!!!!
Aaron Heng says:
rowetin!
Aaron Heng says:
david+danielle=davielle!
rowena says:
danielle + jude =
rowena says:
muahahhaaha
El says:
DUDE
rowena says:
lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ok that's all for today!

craaazy.

tired.

i guess i'm really crazy.

and tired.

very very very tired.

i'm sorry

that i'm crazy. and tired.

i still need you.

and...

and.

whatever 's gonna happen,

i need you.

i'm sorry.

i screwed them all up.

everything.

i really hate it when bad things are going worse each day.

My fault, yeah.

i tried not to care.

i tried to have fun.

i tried to forget.

i tried to forgive.

i tried to live.

sorry for my selfishness.

but i'll try again.

in a better way this time, at least.

i promise you.

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it's hard.

i seriously do not know what to do

right at this moment.

everything just seems not right.

what am i supposed to do?

i've been waiting for so long.

for now, all i can do is to wait and make it up for you?

The Pursuit of Happyness.

Nice movie.

=D

a bit random. i dunno.

No matter how desperate... just how much I want to, I can't change a person.

"Why can't they do this/that for me?" "I've done so much but what do I get in return?" "Why am I treated like this?" "I don't deserve it." ................................."Why can't you be more caring?"

It's like when you helped a friend to do something, then he/she was being oh so friendly and all. And when you're in need, he/she doesn't seem to care even though you've asked for their help over and over again. But then it could be like, they complain at very little things when you've done your best to help them.

After that, some may let their anger out on someone else.

Or when you're in a relationship, sometimes you feel that it's one-sided. You don't feel loved.

You love a person so much but he/she doesn't love you at all or doesn't love you AS much. And so you sacrificed alot just to get their love in return. But little did they know.

"Maybe I should stop caring."

"And that's when you should start worrying."

Then you think of excuses. You want their attention so badly it hurts.

I am going to do this. Do that. So he/she will love me more. Or at least he/she would notice me a little bit more.

And before you realised is that you want more from them.

I've complained so much, yes.

In the end I would be asking myself, "What is it really and how much I've done for them?"

Yeah it may be saddening and hurting me real bad. But it can't be compared to the pain that He felt for this world.

Lord,

Fix me. Break me. Crush me. That I may become more faithful.