just realized how time has unexpectedly passed me by.
woosh. just like that.
i realized how much time i've wasted.
i realized how real this is.
i realized how small this world is.
i realized how tiny i am in this whole world. galaxy. universe. whatever.
i realized more of how ignorant i am.
i realized.... how i've tried to rob God.
i realized how little trust i've put even though i said i trust in Him.
i realized how things around me have changed.
i realized how nostalgic i've become.
i realized ..how weak i've become.
realization after realization.
i wanna grow ...taller... and stand on higher ground.... at a higher level.
no, that's not it.
to be continued...
ah....pastor lee lee, you sure have powerful words....they make me feel so fragile
nostalgia
priority
am excited for tomoro's bazaar.
wanted to go for eklektos but feeling tired now.
have to wake up at 6 in the morning somemore. bagus.
the consequence i have to pay for not being organized and well prepared *grins*
sometimes i question God whether i'm doing the right thing.
and sometimes i still question God whether i'm doing the right thing.
again and again...pastor lee lee's words reside in my heart
i really want this.
i really do.
and the price i have to pay.
God, not mine but Your will be done.
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The Measure of How Well Your iPod Really Knows You
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
4. Write the answers down, or even comment on it.
5. Tag 5 people.
<--- I dont have an ipod either...my sister is using one though...using realplayer on this--->
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1. How are you feeling today?
dive in by 1am
2. Will you get far in life?
rise up by third day
3. What’s your best friend’s theme song?
close to you by the carpenters
4. What is the story of your life?
waltz by suneohair
this is a japanese song. and i dunno what it means. probably just about waltz? lol
5. What was school like?
no air by jordin sparks and chris brown
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA got air got air!
6. How can you get ahead with life?
realize by colbie caillat
yep. just realize.
7. Whats the best thing about your friends?
my escape by relient k
God is my escape.
8. Describe your grandparents?
theme from summer by all-star united
9. How’s your life going?
you are my all in all by hillsong
Jesus is my all in all.
10. What will be played at my funeral?
you give me something by james morrison
*shrugs*
11. Will you have a happy life?
someday by sugar ray
someday. ahhaha
12. What do your friends really think of you?
itu kamu by estranged
betul tu. itu saya.
13. Do people secretly lust after you?
wu yuan by david tao
i dunno what it means. its in CHINESE!!!!!!
14. How can you make yourself happy?
mengejar hadirMu by *unknown*
chasing after His presence makes me happy. =)
15. Will you ever have children?
time and confusion by anberlin
HAHAHAHAHA... in the right time...but confusion???? i have no idea
16. What song would you strip to?
indescribable by chris tomlin
WHAT!? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
17. What does your mom think of you?
linger by cranberries
er....
18. What is your deep, dark secret?
hai shi hui ji mo by chen qi zhen
"still feel lonely" is the direct translation of the song title...hahaha
well maybe i still feel lonely...sometimes
19. What is your enemy’s theme song?
crave by bryan limus
LOL...no comment
20. What’s your personality like?
let the flames begin by paramore
hmm...i'm the fire starter...HAHAHAHA
21. What will be played at your wedding?
everything by lifehouse
the song sounds kinda sad though....yeeeeeeeeeee don wan
Anyway, I tag:
andrea teo
pauline pan
theresa wang
no. forgive ME.
maybe i was being too ignorant. who knows.
am i considered a bad person when i try to avoid certain ppl that annoys me?
oh my tian.
stop saying that you don't have friends because you know you do!
"forgive me"
"i don't have anyone to look for when i'm sad"
"why can't we be friends like last time?"
"i wish i don't give a damn to all these"
please let me sleep ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
tolong tolong...
indescribable
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cant describe how happy i am for angnes...
tried to hold on the tears for a few times
as the bride and groom personally gave a short message to each other today
i sensed the happiness. not just that. its...beyond words could ever explained. wait. Love...
no doubt they're the happiest couple today. =D
i'm gonna miss her for sure
please be happy my dear
poking season.
ANNIE, CHRIS, AND CUZARIO, I POKE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
roar.
eleanor(colleague)'s birthday today.
angnes(college friend)' wedding reception this saturday night.
yay! the fun.
aaron made me fall in love with this song. Relient K - Deathbed
I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe
This is the end
But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I'll be home
The year is 1941
I was eight years old and far, far too young
To know that the stories of battles and glory
Was a tale a kind mother made up for a son
You see, Dad was a traveling preacher
Teaching the words of the teacher
But mother had sworn he went off to the war
And died there with honor, somewhere on a beach there
But he left once to never return
Which taught me that I should unlearn
Whatever I thought a father should be
I abandoned that thought like he abandoned me
By '47, I was fourteen
I'd acquired a taste for liquor and nicotine
I smoked until I threw up, yet I still lit 'em up
For thirty more years, like a machine
So right there you have it
That one filthy habit
Is what got me where I am today
I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe
This is the end
I can hear the sad memories
Still haunting me
So many things I'd do again
But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I'll be home
Got married on my twenty-first
Eight months before my wife would give birth
It's easier to be sure you love someone
When a father inquires with the barrel of a gun
The union was far from harmonious
No two people could've been more alone than us
The years would go by and she'd love someone else
And I'd realized I hadn't been loved yet myself
From there it's your typical spiel
Yeah, if life was a highway, I was drunk at the wheel
I was helpin' the loose ends all fall apart
Yeah, I swear I was destined to fail, and fail from the start
I bowled about six times a week
The bottle of Beam kept the memories from me
Our marriage had taken a 7–10 split
And along with my pride, the ex-wife took the kids
I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe
This is the end
I can hear those sad memories
Still haunting me
So many things I'd do again
But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I'll be home
I was so scared of Jesus but he sought me out
Like the cancer in my lungs it's killing me now
And I've given up hope on the days I have left
But I cling to the hope of my life in the next
Then Jesus showed up, said, "Before we go up
I thought that we might reminisce
See, one night in your life, when you turned out the lights
You asked for and prayed for my forgiveness
You cried wolf; the tears they soaked your fur
The blood dripped from your fangs
You said, 'What have I done?'
You loved that lamb with every sinful bone
And there you wept alone
Your heart was so contrite
You said, 'Jesus, please forgive me of my crimes
Sanctify this withered heart of mine
Stay with me until my life is through
And on that day, please take me home with you'
I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end
I can hear you whisper to me
"It's time to leave
You'll never be lonely again"
But this was my deathbed
I died there alone
When I closed my eyes tonight
You carried me home
I am the way
Follow me and take my hand
And I am the truth
Embrace me and you'll understand
And I am the life
And for me you'll live again
For I am love
I am love
I am love
happy father's day!
to my dad!
to pastor jerry.....
most of all...... to our one and only Daddy God =)
Joey taught me....
instead of saying, "God, i have a big problem", try saying, "Problem, i have a big God"
been having mood swings lately
well, not exactly.
just don wanna talk
been thinking a lot
been ..singing.. alone in the office
not to isolate myself but i just enjoy talking to God
when negative thoughts come, i tell God
when i'm drawing, i thank God for the talent He's given me
but i think i'm having a problem
suddenly i dunno how to communicate with ppl
i don socialize that much
when ppl talk to me, i usually just smile or reply a word or two
i think i need help.
"Rise Up" - Third Day
this song never failed to move me...
i liked how janice and vector sang it in kyrugma during eklektos service
somehow i've captured that moment in my mind
beautiful moment.
So rise up, my friend. He said. and live again.
thanks for the song, janice. MISS YOU LIAO!!!
and thanks for the video, theresa.
it's time to confess.
sorry. i'll be very attentive during the next sermon. and i speak on behalf of my friends. lalalaa~~
TAGS! ARGH!
what do you want to do most now?.
menjahit.
who's the person you trust the most?.
God.
are you in love?.
ohhhyesss
if you had a dream come true, what would it be?.
have tom yam. and cendol.
do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?.
uhm...
what's your goal for this year?.
be an inspiration.
do you believe in eternity?.
yeah.
have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she had to commit suicide?
thank God, no.
what feelings do you love the most?
ah..........thats right
what are the requirements for your other half?.
godly.
what kind of feelings do you hate the most?.
ada lah tu.
do you cherish every friendship of yours?.
yeah...
what do you want to do in the future?.
banyak tu.
what is the most important thing in your life?.
living a life that's pleasing to Him.
what did you feel last night?.
extremely sleepy.
who do you hope to always be there for you?.
banyak. you la. ish.
when do you think the world would end?.
ah..sooner or later
the world ends tomorrow. what will you do?.
go to everyone and say, "Jesus loves you!"
what do you think of the person who tagged you?.
debbie is creative.
what do you wanna know right now?.
my true calling.
tag six people:
andrea
aaronhengkongthai
jessica chen
tinky winky.
spongebob
patrick
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Are you someone your friends can trust with their dirtiest and darkest secret?Answer the following questions sincerely….at the end of it name five people that u trust and another five that tells you everything!! Finally, tag other bloggers with this quizzy.
1) Mom’s planning a big surprise party for your brother. You know he’ll hate it. What should you do?
-tell my mom
2) Your new girlfriend shows you her CD collections and *gasp* among it, you found something that you shouldn’t be seeing. Do you tell your friends or laugh at it?
-tell la...apa takut-takut
3) Your friend breaks up with her boyfriend. You witnessed the entire messy saga. Everyone’s asking you for details, you..
-shrug
4) You hear that the girl that you hate is about getting into trouble for cheating in exams. You spread the news around or pretend to be surprised when she bursts into tears?
-uhm...
5) Uh-oh! Your best friend’s new girlfriend ask you out on a date..you:
-"Jesus loves you"
6) Your sister tells you that she flunked her exams..
-"oh....."
7) A friend says,”Can you keep a secret?”, you reaction would be..
-"can you trust me?"
8) You are walking pass teacher’s office you over heard someone is getting terminated from the school. You tell your close friends and spread it around to the whole school?
-i dunno who lo... oh my tian
9) You are not going to school but your mom is writing a sick note. You tell your friends about it or pretend to be sick the next day?
-tell my frens how cool my mom is
10) You saw your good guyfriend’s girlfriend with another guy in the mall walking and holding hands. What will you do?
-no idea
11) Who do you tell your secrets to?
-depends
12) Five people who confess everything to me?( not exactly everything..ppl do hav privacy)
-er.....dunno
Bull's eye/tag..right?:
andrea AGAIN! AHAHHAHAHA
aaronhengkongthai.....again! muahahahhahaa
bobby majimbun [until now you havent answered my tag]
