ever had one of those moments that you're so tired and lazy to even think or do anything at all and just lie down staring at the ceiling for one hour and then you automatically start to find food in the kitchen and when you're satisfied, you come back lying down and sleep?

Pride, insensitivity, self-sufficiency...

here i am, back to square one.

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blessed insecurity

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."
- 2 Corinthians 12:7-9

i'm sorry, dear.

i shall think twice before i do anything from now on.

because this feeling is killing me.

i want to have that desire. once again.

everything i have and all that i am is yours.

i hope everything that does not come from you, you take it all.

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains
Should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in Your grace





everything will be alright. i know it.

ham sip miao.....

my dad is the best.

mango is the best.

2006 and 2007 are the best. years.

home-made durian ice cream is the best.

and the best picture of jude. muahahahaha.....

nope... not these two... hehehe

world domination

i'm good. tho i can't say everything is fine. well..... yeah.

stopped prac dancing for a few days. heehee. gonna start soon. sooooooooooooooooooon.

most probably will be joining pauline's cell group tonight.

how does it feel like to have a special feeling from God?

this i painted for someone

hi aaron...

hehe... my brother...

crappydanielle

surely it's been a long time since i last cried in front of someone. i needed someone so badly that i couldn't hold on no longer. thanks row and el.

though i've felt better, i feel like i'm sinking in again. something's just not settled. i shouted so much today i feel like shouting again.

yeah.







crappy.

for You are worthy...

I need to let go. I want to let go. And I'm letting go.

Just for You.

Who said it's easy?

Hypocrite. Exactly, I felt like one. But how can you look at me, when I can't stand myself. Then you showed me this, "...because love covers over a multitude of sins." - 1 Peter 4:8

Those little things that you showed for the past weeks, are slowly becoming a picture. I understand. And you know what's best.

Don't worry that I'm losing my grip, for I know it's for the best.

WTH!?

I've always had this in mind about Easter when I was younger. Eggs and rabbits. Hehe.

And then I watched some show on tv last night, a lady (I think she's a singer... or... whatever) was interviewed and she talked about how she celebrated Easter. Eggs painting. Oh, there were also some scenes of her playing with rabbits. (!?)

So... I'm wondering how THESE (eggs and rabbits) came about on Easter Day. Lalalala.....

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I love this song so much.

Switchfoot - The Blues

Is this the New Year or just another night?
Is this the new fear or just another fright?
Is this the new tear or just another desperation?

Is this the finger or just another fist?
Is this the kingdom or just a hit n' miss?
A misdirection, most in all this desperation

Is this what they call freedom?
Is this what you call pain?
Is this what they call discontented fame?

There's nothing here worth saving,
Is no one here at all?
Is there any net left that could break our fall?

It'll be a day like this one
When the sky falls down and the hungry and poor and deserted are found
Are you discontented? Have you been pushing hard?
Have you been throwing down this broken house of cards?

Is there nothing left now?
Nothing left to sing
Are there any left who hasn't kiss the enemy?
Is this the New Year or just another desperation?

Does justice never find you? Do the wicked never lose?
Is there any honest song to sing besides these blues?

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Kadang kala Tuhan tempatkan kita dalam kegelapan untuk tunjukkan Dialah cahaya.

Batu permata digilap oleh pergeseran,
manusia disempurnakan oleh kesukaran.

Tiada sakit, tiada berkat.

Tuhan kendalikan perkara yang anda lalui;
anda kendalikan cara untuk melaluinya.


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Jika kita boleh selamatkan diri sendiri,
Kristus tak perlu mati untuk sediakannya. - Pedoman Harian

Happy Easter!

mixed feelings. tired at the same time. and now i just feel like breaking out of my shell and cry. dont ask why... i'm supposed to be happy. i thought i was. well, maybe i was. but everything is so temporary. and suddenly i just dunno what i want anymore. like, whats the purpose of doing all these? who i want to be?

ok, maybe i'm just tired. or am i just convincing myself? hm. am i thinking too much? do you really think that i'm thinking too much? are you very very very sure?

i need a guitar. i want a guitar. i need someone to teach me how to play guitar, especially the c chord. i need elsha to teach me to dance. like, faster. cause i'm so slow. i want to learn to drive, so i can drive everyone out. ............yeah. so that's my new resolution. HOHO.

oh, and what was my resolution i posted here months ago? HMM.

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listening to Waltz by Suneohair makes me feel...better. i miss honey and clover.

it sucks to have no one to talk to at home. i miss powerhouse. and i want them here.

i'm so tired that i feel like a zombie. man, i have to think twice before i bring my niece again. why? because i have to carry her. she's heavy ok. and no ridge, i do not want to be a MOTHER.....yet. jia hui made her cry and jia jun was trying to make her cry. those two. oh yes, she's also VERY afraid of the dog sunshine. poor...dog. and my niece didnt want to go home, dunno why.

i realized i dunno know what i was saying last night during powerhouse. i had alot in mind about the random guy and stuff. but right at that moment, i went totally blank. somehow i managed to say something unnecessary though. oh well.

i think i type pretty long today. pretty much sums up what i want to say. maybe. I LIKE TO SAY MAYBE!!!! I AM SO INDECISIVE!!!!!!!!!! ARRRGGHHHHHHHHHHHH i am so annoying.





www.xanga.com/daniellesoong - My other blog.

I'm feeling absolutely uncontented.

What more can I ask?

I'm thinking too much. And I hate myself for typing that. Yeah, so I've lied to myself. Lived in denial. Still am? Heh.

It's one of those moments again.

"I'm so sick

Infected with where I live

Let me live without this

Empty bliss

Selfishness

I'm so sick

I'm so sick."

I'm so sick. Of myself.

"Sick of circling the same road

Sick of bearing the guilt

.....Perfect in weakness

I'm only perfect in just your strength alone

All my efforts to clean me

Leave me putrid and filthy

And how can you look at me

When I can't stand myself

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I'm tired to be honest

I'm nobody."

freedom?

.....maybe not. =/














sigh.

time.
everyone needs time.
everyone needs MORE time.
they want more and more and more............

"I wish there's 64 hours in a day... I can never finish my work."

sigh.

life is too short ey?

I hope i'll get to see Kwan Chi again.
yay!

Lame.

"Where are you studying?"

"The One."

"Which one!?"

"The One!"

"Which one oh?"

"The One lah!"

"Seriously..."

"It's The One Academy!"

"SAY LAAAAA"