*throws confetti*
God is gooooooooood....
everything has cool down at the moment
back to normal...
stalla is in the office sleeping...so cute
heh.
i had japanese food in Umai last night~~~~
*gloats*
unagi sushi~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i have another jap food appointment~~
so. hot.
and the weather is making me very very sleepy.
i really miss lepak-ing with ppl...sigh
working life is sooooo different!
every night sure tired...sleep early...the next day i have to force myself to get up from bed
and i hardly go anywhere at night.......
o saturdays! where have they gone to?
saturday o saturday...
how i used to go cp on saturdays...
watch movies... walk around... take photo stickers for fun... play pool...
feast on burger king and nasi ayam rm2.80
BK o BK...why do you have to close down...
and how i used to go shopping with my girl friends on saturdays!
somehow i felt i had so much money back then compared to now...
i didnt have to pay for my phone bills...
didnt have to worry about anything cause my parents would provide the things i need
that i took for granted...
fuh~
this working experience memang challenging...
its training me to be more well-organized
financial-wise especially... nyeh
ok need to sleep now byebye
fact of the day
i love you
you love me
we are happy family
with a great big hug
and a kiss from me to you
wont you say you love me too
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barney looks scary.
those. killer eyes.
secret and whisper
office seems extra empty today
the clock is ticking slowly
ben is taking forever to reply me
everything becomes still...and quiet
but i feel ok
this. is what i need right now.
silence. our language.
and the presence of the big guy.
nothing else.
Pilot - Sepanjang hidupku
Sepanjang hidupku hanya ingin bersamamu
Di setiap waktu
Di setiap waktu...
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hard heart and soft feet.
or
soft heart and hard feet.
i've made a choice...
you?
mark this date on your calendar cause...
behold
for i'm about to cook for the very first time (besides maggi) in my life
under the guidance of my boss (of course)
fried rice for 6 PERSONS!!!!
will i succeed?
will each one of them survive????
STAY TUNED.
its a big deal
malam ini ku lihat bulan
tak terjatuh lalu terurai
bimbang hati
apa yang harus ku lakukan...
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sigh.
tv just showed UNAGI BENTO!!!!
unagi!!
CHEAP! and bigger portion!
ONLY in JAPAN!
cis.
when will i go japan to enjoy my precious unagi?
...in 6/7 years time!
apparently we(venetia and i) promised each other to go travelling together when we're 27.
why 27? i dunno. we were 17 then. lol.
so we kinda aimed to save 200 bucks every month (which is quite impossible for me)
but anyway...time is moving real fast cause we're both 21 this year
21.
what...have we achieved so far?
hmmmm.....
and hows it like to be 21, for me?
there are times i feel old...there are times i feel as young as ee syinn (lol)
at times i feel stressed and burdened...at times i feel light and free
sometimes i miss the old times...sometimes i feel excited about my future
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you know...the feeling.......it still lingers.
and somehow,
in the midst of a crowd...or a noisy house...
i could sense...
.....You.
i know you're always throwing kisses from the sky
well tonight i caught one...
mommmyyyyyyyyyyy
fuh. boss brought me and a colleague out to do some work and lunch.
went back to office, boss found a resignation letter on her desk.
apparently the girl resigned without any advanced notice or any particular reasons stated.
she left. just. like. that.
all her stuff, gone.
so shocked.
argh. now i'm a lil stressed out.
does that mean i have to do 2 persons' tasks from now on?????
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i left my bible in officeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
(thank God for internet...now can read online)
i forgot to scan my thumbprint before leaving the office!!!
i left my cd there...... -.-"
arrrrghhhhhhhh
why this friday so extremely tiring??????????????
and so....
the fun begins next monday...
sigh
actually the girl who resigned is my partner...
she didnt even tell me anything about it...
before this, 2 other already resigned...
whats wrong with the office ah???
all happened within these 2 months...
TSK TSK TSK.
why jude doesnt buy me flowers? lol
tissue, water, and toilet.
that's all i need right now.
most importantly, my bed.
and my taste buds please.
i couldn't taste any food it's so annoying.
i can't even smell my own perfume.
lol.
anticipating =D
i almost exploded today...
but i didnt... weeeee~~
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Holy Spirit weekend was fun and tiring.
had video sessions and awesome time in the rock pool.
swim with fishes (and bugs)~~~~
damn...cant upload pics... sigh...
i even caught ee syinn sleeping during one of the video sessions!
got cats somemore...so cute...wanna bring them home...sigh
i asked God for the gift of prophecy...
someone says woah...
Ps Lee Lee said, "receive by faith"
well...after she prayed for me i didnt feel anything extraordinary
but i'm sure that He's doing something
have you ever felt like God is talking to you through books...ppl...and His word...every single day? probably you have been experiencing that for a long time... but this...my first time... prophecies... promises... He is...telling me something...
i hear your voice so loud when you're whispering
now i'll just...
take a step...
Be courageous. He said.
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now John is afraid that i will simply say things and make it come true...lol
tomyam fried rice!!!
boss brought us(colleagues and i) to nasi padang ibu for lunch today...
talked about having futsal every friday after work starting next week...
i was like... @.@
then we're gonna have a weekly roster of who's gonna cook for lunch...
my eyes grew bigger...
and my boss said, "i'm gonna teach you to drive a lorry"
speechless...
she's so down to earth but yet so scary at the same time... hahaha
anyway...i think i have photophobia...i'm feeling nauceous after coming back...
the discomfort of light sensitivity...
meh.......
i wanna go back to kl...just to have that particular sushi...
cheese crab maki.... arghhh... the cheese on the outside that melts in your mouth
its so so so worth it.......... bobby&susan, saya bawa kau nanti...but pay for your own plane ticket la...hahahaha
i should stop talking about food...but i cant!
i wonder if i gained weight...i ate so much... -.-
suddenly i miss kl... though i was homesick on the first day of trip...lol
miss my bed and everything at home...so convenient...always got my dad to send me around...
but once i'm in kl...have to take cab...or bus... i've finally taken cab (alone) twice in my whole life...both experience in KL... which is kinda scary for me.........
but good for training me to be independent......rather than being too comfortable?
yeah... venetia must be very proud of me...lol
managed to talk to some ppl in ECF this time ... the last time i attended...i was so shy and everything...i remember i didnt really talk...but this time i talk more la...heh...kan kan kan?
now waiting for my parents to come back from kl on saturday..........
so sleeeepy~~
i so love my nails la...... sallester really did a good job...
now...who is willing to become my model... so i can practice nail art????????
forever 21
except the forever part isn't real.
HAHA.
i'm back from kl.
flight delayed. AGAIN.
sigh. airasia.
i didn't get to call daniel and justin.
argh.
when i come back baru you guys leave.
meh. kl trip was ok. just ok.
nothing else. full stop.
i love my nails...hehe...thanks sallester for painting my nails for free
and FOREVER 21...
so expensive...but some are really nice...
i had like... japanese food all the way...
from Sakae Sushi to SUSHIGROOVE...
yum yum~
FINALLY got my salary today.
bah. kena potong gaji ok.
next time i'll definitely go Sg Wang!!! Jia Jun MARI!!!
gila travelling sudah...
meh. jude busy all the way. judy.
hair as long as ever. i mean... longer.
as vain as ever.
still annoying(sometimes).
like fish...like kayu... ada lah. ahahha
venetia pula...
nothing has changed. hahah
bryan... lost a lil weight i think...
hair shorter...hairstyle still emo-looking...
oh yeah....went for fish spa....so ticklish!
had black sugar ice cream...
had black sesame ice cream...
so awesome......
only the food are awesome...lol
kidding...
gonna miss the ppl there...
will see you soon............
this garrett ah..... hahahaha
thanks for the dinner... and the ride home...
and sarah, thanks for taking me to sushigroove!
i'm hungry~~~
woah...just now i checked airasia...
got cheaper fares.... so tempting...
wahahaha...
anyone wanna go with me?
pm me... later jude marah. LOL
my antidote
meh.
feel rather...annoyed.
dunno.
i need to take a breather.
i feel like i'm being squeezed...
and i'm shrinking... lol
i gotta get outtttt
had 5 hours of sleep.
not bad.
i mean, i still feel very fine at the moment. haha
managed to go out with the CHEN brothers last night
last minute plan.
everyone supposed to meet at 9pm...
but we met at 10-ish...
very smart of john, he went to cyber while waited for us there
sam was inside also -.-
all the shops were closing one by one...
but at last we settled in old town.
then the guys talked about technical stuff and GAMES...
ah...... i didnt see it coming at all
the next thing i know...we were back in the cyber while i watch them play
oh yeah i've been there done that for years now...
it seems that i hang out with guys more than i do with girls
right aaron?
tomyam...ABC...
here i come...
wait for me...
i'll be there in a bit...