Ah... anyone please bring me to eat tom yam...!
It's been exactly 100 days (I have no idea!) since I had it...

The sun never dies

I don't want to fall anymore. (I dunno how many friggin times I've said this)
I don't want to go back. Cause I know it hurts if I do so.

And I do not know why it still hurts a bit as I move on now...

Maybe...

...i know somethings gotta change.

Maybe...

.....just maybe...

...I could taste a little more of the freedom. In other words, it's JUST FOR GOODNESS SAKE.


Rar.

Friggin' Streamyx. RAWR!



Blindside - Silence

They won't see the fire you have lit inside of me
They look up to the stars and wonder where you might be
They look up
Without realizing they're standing in the palm of your hand
I can't explain or understand
I just love you

It's common knowledge that; you've been dead for a while
It's well known that the cross is only a burden with pains and trials
But thinking how come my shoes are so light, how come I can walk for miles?
And still, just love you?

So I think I will stay
Caught up in silent prayer
Cause I believe in silence
Our hearts speak the same words
So why don't we just walk along the shoreline with our silent song?
Cause I believe in silence
Our hearts speak the same words

We have to prove that our love is real, over and over again
But let them think what they want cause I know It'll never end
Cause I know when it began
And my heart still pumps twice as fast whenever you walk by
Cause I still love you

So I think I will stay
Caught up in silent prayer
Cause I believe in silence
Our hearts speak the same words
So why don't we just walk along the shoreline with our silent song?
Cause I believe in silence
Our hearts speak the same words



For now, I wish to leave this place. And go to a secret place.

Where there's only silence.
Where we just know our hearts.

This song means so much to me that I could just listen to it the whole day.





And lastly I wanna say to this special friend of mine,
It's been half a year.....and shit happened...SO.............



















I LOVE YOU DEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHA

























Right, this is so random. But wth. I love you too, whoever's reading this.

Flyleaf - All Around Me

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you owe me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed

Ah. The Boredom.

Someone please come to my house these few days.
Because I'm dying from boredom.

Can't go to college,

Nothing I can do.

RAR.

Since I'm bored,

let me introduce my friends from college.....again

This is Angnes.

Once I asked her why aNgnes?

"Error"

Theresa. From Eklektos.

Vincent. NGEK. He's another lamer.

Bored.

He's 21 btw.

I call him Ah boy. Lurrrrrrrve him.

Ahem.

Candid.

Mr. Petrus. Vincent always say he's cute. Bah.

Mango ice, please?

i'm feeling ok.

despite the works that need to be done as soon as possible,

i can enjoy a lil bit now. being carefree for a while. heh

so everyone going for Unquenched Passion this saturday?

you probably have heard this song

don care la... go listen to it again

and read the lyrics...hehe

Chris Rice - Go Light Your World

There is a candle in every soul

Some brightly burning, some dark and cold

There is a spirit who brings a fire

Ignites a candle and makes his home

So carry your candle, run to the darkness

Seek out the helpless, confused and torn

Hold out your candle for all to see it

Take your candle, and go light your world

Take your candle, and go light your world

Frustrated brother, see how he's tried to

Light his own candle some other way

See now your sister, she's been robbed and lied to

Still holds a candle without a flame

So carry your candle, run to the darkness

Seek out the lonely, the tired and worn

Hold out your candle for all to see it

Take your candle, and go light your world

Take your candle, and go light your world

Cause we are a family whose hearts are blazing

So let's raise our candles and light up the sky

Praying to our father, in the name of Jesus

Make us a beacon in darkest times

From me to you

there goes another screwed up day

BUT...

"Those who trust in the Lord are like Mount Zion,
which cannot be shaken but endures forever." - Psalm 125

Are you ready?

Wait.

Am I ready?

I'm pretty sure I am. I guess.

I surrender all that I am to You. Even right now.

I love you

No matter how many times I've failed you,

you're always there.

Always been there, watching me closely.

And too often I thought to myself,

"I don't deserve this."

I don't dare to look.

I don't dare to speak.

Too many times I tried to avoid your gaze.

But never did you leave me.

I only cry out to you,

when the guilt is almost unbearable.

I look to you,

only when I need you.

Yes, hypocrite is my name.

Yet you still bless me with alot of things anyway.

And how you encouraged me,

I'll never forget.

Today I sang this song,

it reminded me of your great love once again.

"Oh how many times have I broken Your heart

But still You forgive

If only I ask

And how many times have You heard me pray

Draw near to me"

Then someone wept.

I almost cried,

but suddenly I felt arms around me.

I know I'm not alone.

Heh.

Cause you're EVERYWHERE to me.

You have called me Your friend.

You have called me Your child.

but I feel so unworthy, Lord.

I am Yours.

Whatever breaks Your heart, breaks my heart.

so everything is quite settled at the moment
but my heart is not at ease.....

maybe i need a break. from everything.
this time is for real...i hope

i need to regain my consciousness. i feel so blurrrrrrrrrrrrrr i feel so dead.
i need to drink PLENTY of water.
i need vitamin C.
i need shopping. hehe.
i need money to shop.

most of all, i need to make decisions all over again.

i miss my friends.

what a boring day...and i hope this is not a boring post

its only 2.30!!!!!!!!

*pauses* *checks time*

.......em....YA!!!!!!!!!!

so there goes my friday...my beloved friday~
but i love saturday more...actually the most

i'm home alone!!!
SOMEONE got a blog!!
Someone got a toothpaste and toothbrush on her birthday!

....

oh no. its 3.21!!!!

time for MAGGI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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3.38...

2 tigers 2 tigers, run very fast, run very fast, one don have eye, one don have ear, so funny, so funny.

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPYYYYYYYY




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i slept and i'm still sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppyyyyy...


walked in cp and warisan for 5 hours straight yesterday with a bunch of SIA students


hehehe...lecturers were away so no class for the whole day...yep


and we took ALOT of pictures...almost everywhere we went


didnt go for cell group cos my head was reeeaaaallly heavy

this is Joan Soong. my cousin baaahhhhhhhH!!!!!

hehe actually no. we're not related. em...not very sure but yeah

Daughtry - Home

Love Love Love this song.

yeshhh... i'm backkk... i'm sooooooo back!

and i have nothing to say.


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after 20 mins, i still dunno what to talk about.

bye