i just want to walk away...
i have not reached the peak, yet. (i think)
but i feel like crap.
no, i do not need any advices or lectures for now.
cos i cant take it anymore.
just let me pause for a while.
stop asking and pushing me.
let me slow down.
thank you.
danielle=God is my judge
suddenly in the mood to blog. 3 posts in a day. not bad huh?
suddenly missing princess.
anyway...
recently we heard a lot about todd bentley and mike guglielmucci
both of them i met before when they were here in kk
rallies and concerts
hundreds of ppl...
signs and wonders and salvations, i have witnessed all these.
i must say i was quite disappointed when i first heard about it, but i choose to move on.
in fact, i have nothing much to say
but i find it somewhat sad reading some of the negative comments about todd and mike.
i dare not judge.
and...what...scriptures debating? nah...
well, today i read about 2 of the influencial ppl struggled and confessed that they're homosexuals.
no comments.
but ppl get so upset over it
they even tried to convict the homosexuals by saying they're going to hell?
thats not very right...........
who are we to judge anyway...
and what can we do...
but to pray and move on and at the same time STAND FIRM on our strong foundation=Jesus Christ.
let us continue to build each other up so that we dont fall away because of this... =)
encourage one another today!
"He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone..." John 8:7
of exasperation...AGAIN
woahhh
enough is enough, man
finally i fought back.
by the authority God has given me!
cannot tahan liao.
dont look down on me because you think i'm still a young christian.
dont think as if i dunno the truth.
dont ever think that God will leave me alone in the desert.
i'm tired of you playing with my mind.
replaying the same thing over and over again.
i repeat.
DO NOT look down on ME!!!!!
if not i "kungfu" you!!!! grar!!!
=D
i'm so so so happy to meet my high school friends!
had so much fun sharing and eating and walking around aimlessly in 1borneo
i've never felt so comfortable and just...being me.
carefree for one whole day. muahahahahaha
now i miss them. too bad venetia's not here.
talk about ven, i found this video of powerhouse's first anniversary.
*gasps*
hehehe...ven was the first miss powerhouse! coolios.
hope to see them again soon.
francis leaving next week.
but fret not, yapp is coming back!!!!!
*cassy and i anticipating* =D
no one is too far gone from God's grace
deep within me..theres a sense of curiosity...wanting to know more
wanna start all over again...but i feel that theres something still unsolved
unsettled.
silence.
missing.
wanna know whats wrong but i dont...i pray that God will reveal something to me
so i can do something about it...
"why have you changed? how did it happen in the first place? when?"
i still feel disgusted.
help me to overcome...again i ask, Father.
just when i needed an escape.
I thank God for Theresa, Cynthia and Joy...
Thanks for bringing me around and sharing and listening =)
Most of all, thanks for being there for me.
And your powerful prayers.
God is good.
danielle is so funny. i mean happy.
you know...
when i think back kan...
so funny...
after sharing in powerhouse on sunday...
i realised that i didnt really focus on the main scripture that i was supposed to...
HAHAHA (yes very funny)
and then kan... i was supposed to share about some things from the scripture
but i FORGOT.
and...and... i was off topic for many times, i think.
haih.
but overall it was good, yeah...
sorry aaron, it seemed like i was sharing my own topic. hahaha
anyway thanks for the prayers, ppl...
very much appreciated
God bless you all
oh, i was quite surprised when i saw nathaneal came in.
but i'm so happy he came to support... =)
HAPPY LAH!!!
but i'm still having problems
who doesnt right?
but i'm so happy lah...
tomoro holiday = can sleep late
ABC fruits with ice cream = danielle gets high
maggi goreng = awesome!
someone is online.
.
..
...
tomoro Malaysia's birthday...
not forgetting david gan...
francis hiew...
steffie...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!!!
and the day after tomoro...theresa's birthday!!!!!!
yay...
feel free to flood her cbox on her blog or flood her sms inbox (please)!
and farewell to raphael and douglas who are leaving for UK...
til we meet again.................................................
it is time.
one word to describe how i've been feeling lately.
exasperated.
with the jobs.
with the duties.
responsibilities.
with ppl.
with myself.
i've been crying myself to sleep
it seemed like things just cant get any better
this proves that i'm just a human.
just a human.
today ps steven prayed and ministered to me
he said this, "you have to let go of something cause that something is holding you back"
there are some things that i find it hard to let go.
and i'm not even sure what are they.
i dont feel like myself lately
every morning i tell myself i don wanna wake up.
"its enough, its enough."
look, i'm still a human.
i know i'm not alone.
but i'm struggling.
please pray for me...
i know God is taking me to a higher level of faith
my patience is being tested.
and the thing is, i'm sharing in powerhouse tomoro.
please, not in this condition!
it is time for a change!!!!!
i'll fight for this.
of reunions and alcohol.
just got back. had a crazily great time.
at first i was reluctant to go out...but i'm glad i did
not because i get to drink
its been ages since i laughed so hard
i was feeling nostalgic
i think i still am
i've missed my friends
friends that i used to berjiwang with...haha
friends that used to be so close
friends that make me go crazy.....ah, they know who they are
friends.
and ice creams, tom yam, food...and more food... ah...and maggi
sunsets. beaches. i will always miss...
.
..
...
nostalgia.
it's time to move on.
i'm looking forward to go sutera tomoro!
but without sayur... =(
i miss..
anyway, definitely gonna enjoy the sunset =)
hopefully it doesnt rain at that time...
then probably go for dinner after that
with some eklektos ppl
i should sleep now........
but i dont feel like it...maybe its the coffee liquor
ish.
questions my parents ask.
"who's fatter? mommy or me? or...same?"
*turns head to the other side and ignores* <---obviously, me.
...
..
.
"do i look young and hip in these?"
"hmmmm..."
mutemath. progress.
Pulling your confidence through
Some courage is well overdue
I believe solely in all your promise
Why waste a second in doubt
You could be helping you out
Keeping your head in the clear
Like an instrument for a song
Like the sun for tomorrow’s dawn
Every moment of time’s just an answer to find
What you’re here for, what you breathe for
What you wake for, what you bleed for
Everyone’s counting on you
Save for yourself what to do
Life is a card that you lay down sometimes
To search for the best way of all
Is finding the best way to fall
Keeping your head in the clear
Every moment of time’s just an answer to find
What you’re here for, what you breathe for
What you wake for, what you bleed for
What you hope for, what you live for
What you’re here for, what you breathe for, what you live for
What you’re here for, what you bleed for, what you live for
"big is not strong, strong is strong"
i had a short but great escape from reality for a while.
so many things to do, so little time.
thank God for the place and theresa and joy for bringing me there.
i cant wait for christmas.
and now...back to reality.
i'm annoyed.
annoyed annoyed annoyed.
stressed out.
works that need to be done asap.
less time to rest.
i STILL feel like a zombie.
i need money. cos i owe ppl money. [not loansharks]
i wanna cry so badly cause my heart is aching.
my heart aches for the world.
have you ever felt like that before?
ugh.
i want to be a woman!
but what makes one a man/woman?
someone who is able to make big decisions.
yes.
i want to make wise decisions.
.
..
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let me type.
i dont wanna talk.
you know, its one of those moments again.
i really dont feel like talking.
or joke.
God, be my escape!
behold, i shall reveal to you........
BEFORE
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no, i wasnt trying to pose like lala. -.-"
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and my art blog (www.wabbitsdrawings.blogspot.com)
it is not done yet but...nvm la...cincai first
heartbroken.
well... a bit ONLY lah.
cause...
i've my hair cut today.
like, really short.
yes, no more curls.
bye bye to maggi hair.
hello short hair.
want to see leh?
BLEH.
soon. (until someone mend my broken heart =P)