living in a world where everyone desperately needs love but yet living in denial
i have no idea what i was thinking..
the blurness
the tiredness
the sleepiness
the hurt
all adding in together...
oh yes... the curiosity.
of what they're actually thinking.....and what is going on...
WHY ARE THINGS SO COMPLICATED!?
well, maybe they're not really THAT complicated... i'm probably just TOO SLOW...
oooohhh yesss
Exasperation
well, i guess its coming back again...
when everything seems moving either faster or slower...
when i feel the walls start crumbling down...
when i start to have the feeling of nostalgic...
when i find....peace....when i'm confused...
when i feel like i'm lacking of something...
when i don feel right in everything i do...
thats when i feel pressured.....
most of all, i find myself in desperation...and frustration
the day will come where i will have to let go...
the day will come where i will face judgement...
the day will come where i will see You face to face.....
is this what you call freedom? is this what you call pain?
last night i dreamed of something.......i dunno...its quite scary....
aaron, pls ask me what is it.....and i'll tell you PERSONALLY
Coming back to life
I guess it's in all those great important matters
We all like to bend around
We do our best to ignore
While our hearts is longing for more
We are not synchronized
We are intellectualized
bugger...
i'm not looking forward to anything... AT ALL.
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except one thing.
just one thing.
and i hope You know...