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not just emo. thank you
sorry i have been so naive. so dependant. too laid back that i've gone autopilot. like waiting to be fed all the time. i appreciate the help.
sorry i'm a disappointment. always talk but never walk the talk. i dont deserve to be someone's role model. i'm the worse ever.
i feel like God just crushed me inside. i've never been so hurt.
the truth hurts.
an open door
i dont really feel good about it.
sorry i've let you down.
i'll try to do it better next time.
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nonetheless... i feel... excited.
an open door! =)))
God is so good.
landscape architecture.
can i handle it?
i hope so.
here i come.
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i spent my valentine's day with jia jun, jia ye, john, chris, and melody
it was quite pathetic.....
drove around to look for a place to eat.
every restaurant full house ...so annoying
at last we found a place in foh sang to eat har mien.
then to yoyo cafe. punya boring i tell you........
terpaksa la we camwhore there...til the workers had to halau us
went to coffee bean then. play around more with cameras.
lame talks.
thank God we left by midnight......
i was so...zombie-fied.
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today is my bro's birthday...jane lim also...
din get to wish her today in church =/
so.... happy birthday~ heh
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sometimes i put God in a box,
sometimes i tie Jesus on the chair,
dont want to be helped
not knowing that He IS THE WAY... the only way...
a fool. i am.
Fact of the day
Uncle Francis is so randomly funny. or funnily random. whatever. lol.
went to his class in the morning... just me and other 2 students
actually...when he starts talking, it can never be boring...
but SOMETIMES... he can be a bit scary...i dunno...randomly scary... or scarily random...lol
anyway...he talked about architecture
may be not for me but still enjoyed it...
i like him
he's cool.
and oh.. happy valentine's day <3
spread the lurrrrve
muahhh
so glad i found my old gang back in primary school.
i asked them out. just to have a drink or something.
we planned. i was waiting for her confirmation.
a week gone. i left a message to remind her.
she didnt reply.
honestly i was disappointed.
especially when i see pictures of them still hanging out together.
without me.
no doubt i feel left out.
weeks passed by. i think..... i shouldn't think anymore.
i guess i couldn't fit in like how i used to. =/
oh well.
"endless dedication... my gift to you..."
got this from jude and daniel... reminds me of the fireflood song... and.....danny chin. hehehe
endless. boundless. no limits.
dedication. complete and wholehearted fidelity.
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forgive me Lord...
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if you know your mother is short in cash,
wont you give her some of yours?
she pays most of the time anyway.
i was struggling whether to give or not...
cos i have to pay for my phone bills which i still owe someone for a couple of months
and i owe my sis some more...
but i did anyway
now i really need a job.
i dare not use the money in my bank anymore.
ah...
morning rant
i want an iMac...
it looks so....nice... *admires*
everyone is so into photography lately...
all i see is SLR cameras...
and beautiful pictures...inspire me to get one too
now... lets see if i get a job with good pay...
still waiting for the job interview in Damai Specialist.
yeah, Aunty Kitty found 2 different posts for me
nurse, and receptionist.
which one you think i'd choose? lol.
i'm gonna start on amanda's shirt today... sorry
i was lazy =D
then i'm gonna finish reading 1 samuel by today
the only thing i'm not lazy to do is playing the guitar
its like my baby...have to touch it everytime after i wake up LOL
it sounds wrong but...yeah
i want to watch Bride Wars!
and American Idol...thank you
i forgot how to have fun
i dislike wide screen monitors.
makes everything look fat.
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just realised i've so much to do.
i've made so many empty promises. i'm sorry, guys.
i have a really bad memory.
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i don't feel as excited anymore.
a disappointment.
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i forgot how to have fun.
new monitor.yay
once again i'm reminded of what she said to me
i've to accept the reality
fuh...
she's one of the bestestest...st-st......st.
aaron's been really good...sending bible verses to me...
he's a grown up boy...uh...man
i wonder if he's been eating alot in penang...
if so, i would like to see him...a bit chubby...when he comes back
that'll be cool..... anyway...so random
must be the flu i'm having.......
and my brain is half dead...zombiefied, as what Aunt Eliz calls it.
weeeee i'm flying to kl
and i'm craving for unagi
AHHHH!!!
ok bye
i thought about FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm here to rant. and vent. at the same time.
WHY O WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what did i do to deserve this? =(
wake me up when september ends
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i'm a fool.
sorry aaron, tambah emo-ness today.
both my head and heart are gonna burst soon.
its so annoying =(
oh please... be my escape
RARRRR I"M EMO!! RAAAARRRRR *fire*
passion.
whats my passion?
seriously if you'd ask me that question now, i'll say i dunno.
nothing drives me.
i've considered drawing as my passion before but seems like i've lost it.
i thought i've given up ...
he said, "..you just need an inspiration..."
inspiration...
i'm not sure about it but...i really wanna start drawing again
hoping to reignite that passion that i've once lost.
i thank God for this talent that He's given me.
sometimes i'm amazed at what He can do through me. through my hands.
though my hands...they're dirty...so unpure...so sinful...
yet He can still use 'em to do great things that i cant imagine.
i'm truly amazed and i'm excited to take a step forward.
...but there's a fear in me
what happens next?
do i have what it takes?
how can i forgive myself?
there's a burden...
i'm longing for that presence.
hunger for love and attention.
miss the silence.
in desperation.
what am i doing?
there's so much more.....so much more to life
its the little things in life that counts...........
i seem to type more when i'm tired and sleepy.
i like danny gokey!
i hope he'll get into top 10 American Idol
beat the horse
back to the past.
deal with it.
and move forward.
easier said than done.
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Crush me. and fix me.
i friggin' broke my one and only guitar pick.
and i'm still feeling cranky.
amanda knows why.
venetia and bryan leaving tomoro.
boohoo.
and i wish to start working by next week.
so i can fly~~wooooO~~~~~~
Falling Slowly - Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova
I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along
stuck on you
no, i'm stuck in between
ppl that are close to me
whom shall i trust?
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its a dream come true
but this isnt what i want
i'm not the one in control
he is
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held your hand
and secretly prayed for you
"face it, my dear, and overcome it."
we'll do this together
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close your eyes and i'll close mine...
and I'm praying that we will see
something there in between
then and there that exceeds all we can dream
and all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
something there in between
then and there that exceeds all we can dream
and all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
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i want more than just blue skies
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i found something the other day
it hurts when i read 'em
why do we like to hurt so much?
I was trying so hard to fit in
Fit in, until I found out
I don't belong here
Fit in, until I found out
I don't belong here
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start over
each new day WE'll choose again.