i don wanna work!
i'm still in holiday mood...
don wanna go anywhere else...
just stay home...
its like something is wrong with me
no appetite to eat anything at all
oh i hate antibiotics
and i get so tired easily
GAH
whats wrong whats wrong??
blessed new year!
Inspired to Inspire
many ppl i wanna thank but i didnt cos i was so blank. so sick. so weak. so tired. GRARR
first of all, i wanna thank my Father God for being the greatest inspiration in my life!
Bobby and Susan - for leading and guiding and walking with me through this journey. i wouldnt have made it this far.
Pastor Lee Lee and Gabriel - for listening to me when i feel like i have no way out. your advices really helped me.
Aunty Kitty - for being like a mother to me. always teaching me and putting me into different perspectives in life.
Garrett and Sarah - for being like my big bro and taking care of me =)
Jude - for rebuking me. lol. though i would ignore and ponder about it later
Rowena and Baron Hen - for listening me out and sticking close to me. lol.
The Quadruplets (you know who you are) - for being crazy and making me laugh. my sunshines.
The Zombies (Joie included) - for..............entertaining me. em..yeah.
The Majimbuns Sister and John and Joey - for taking me out. hohohohohoho. not only that, but thanks for your prayers and encouragement.
these are the ppl that i specially would like to thank.
and the rest of the powerhouse.
highlight of the day
went to a clinic at 3-ish in the morning.
fever.
no fever.
fever.
no fever.
sleep.
toilet.
sleep.
toilet.
bread.
med.
bread.
med.
if i cant beat 'em, means i have to join 'em?
to John Wong : yes, i would love to have ABC in tanjung aru or bukit padang. thank you very much.
i'm going for a job interview tomoro! hopefully i'll bring everything needed
and prayerfully it goes well...
yes yes i'm gonna stop working in DSH end of this month/year.
no more medical notes for me! yay!
you know..lately i've been questioning and doubting myself
about...something
in conclusion, i want to strive to be a better person each day.
but i'll have to start from the 'root'.
its like...going back to the past and settle the unsettled issues.
ancient path, i have yet to figure it out. i think i'll try...
i wish i can drive....now...
i am so gonna start learning next year!
i wonder what is wearing me down...
you know... i think we should watch what we're talking everyday
you wouldnt know how much your EVERY SINGLE WORD could hurt somebody
Ephesians 4:29
Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.
and.....i learnt this...
i do not have to try to fit into any cliques at all
i dont wanna be someone who i am not just to please mere human beings
i gotta stand on my ground.
yes.
good night
i know...super random ya?
Gaya Christmas
these guys (Jia Hui, Garry, Aaron Yap) should thank me.
for beautifying them.
their eyes i mean. haha.
3 zombies. thats what they call themselves.
got this from facebook.
Credits to Jia Hui, Bernice, and Bobby for the pictures.
thankyouthankyouthankyou
it's been a long time since i last walked from Center Point to Wisma Merdeka
i remember i used to ponteng sekolah to CP then walk to WM
haha
couple days ago went out with Amanda, Andrea, Natalia, and the oh-so-famous Ee Syinn
and they bought me this...which is the necklace in the picture above...wuhoo
aku suka..
then they bought matching rings together while i bought a huge flower ring for my mom
overall it was a crazy outing.....
tidak boleh diam, boss...
maybe too much sugar...i mean, ice cream
i think i wanna go back to wisma again....anyway...
cotton candy super sweet ......i bet 'they' are having sugar rush again
oh ya... first time i put eyeliner on so many guys
Aaron Yap, Jia Hui, Garry, Toh Khiing(shen freaked out).......wahahaha
lastly... i just wanna say GOOD JOB to those who performed in Gaya Street!
from the drama to the dance...to the singing!!!
though my body was practically shaking on stage...
so glad it's over and done...
Thank You, Father...this wouldnt happen without You
Thank You so so so much... =)
so relieved~
now i just pray that the seeds were planted in the hearts of the audience
especially the non-believers...and those who have turned away from You
.....You make it grow, Lord
Jesus and Computers
Jesus and Satan were having an on-going argument about who was better on the computer. They had been going at it for days, and frankly God was tired of hearing all the bickering.
Finally fed up, God said, "THAT'S IT! I have had enough. I am going to set up a test that will run for two hours, and from those results, I will judge who does the better job."
So Satan and Jesus sat down at the keyboards and typed away.
They moused.
They faxed.
They e-mailed.
They e-mailed with attachments.
They downloaded.
They did spreadsheets!
They wrote reports.
They created labels and cards.
They created charts and graphs.
They did some genealogy reports .
They did every job known to man.
Jesus worked with heavenly efficiency and Satan was faster than hell.
Then, ten minutes before their time was up, lightning suddenly flashed across the sky, thunder rolled, rain poured, and, of course, the power went off... Satan stared at his blank screen and screamed every curse word known in the underworld. Jesus just sighed.
Finally the electricity came back on, and each of them restarted their computers. Satan started searching frantically, screaming,
"It's gone! It's all GONE! I lost everything when the power went out!"
Meanwhile, Jesus quietly started printing out all of his files from the past two hours of work. Satan observed this and became irate.
"Wait!" he screamed. "That's not fair! He cheated! How come he has all his work and I don't have any?"
God just shrugged and said,
"Jesus saves."
-Got this from Aaroink's Scribbles
Sorrow
- 2 Corinthians 7:10
Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings death.
2 Corinthians 7:9-11 (in Context) 2 Corinthians 7 (Whole Chapter)
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who else doesnt know that i have a brother?
ni lah dia... he doesnt like cameras...so its kinda hard to take pic of him -.-
Favoritism
- Exodus 23:3
and do not show favoritism to a poor man in his lawsuit.
Exodus 23:2-4 (in Context) Exodus 23 (Whole Chapter) - Leviticus 19:15
" 'Do not pervert justice; do not show partiality to the poor or favoritism to the great, but judge your neighbor fairly.
Leviticus 19:14-16 (in Context) Leviticus 19 (Whole Chapter) - Acts 10:34
Then Peter began to speak: "I now realize how true it is that God does not show favoritism
Acts 10:33-35 (in Context) Acts 10 (Whole Chapter) - Romans 2:11
For God does not show favoritism.
Romans 2:10-12 (in Context) Romans 2 (Whole Chapter) - Ephesians 6:9
And masters, treat your slaves in the same way. Do not threaten them, since you know that he who is both their Master and yours is in heaven, and there is no favoritism with him.
Ephesians 6:8-10 (in Context) Ephesians 6 (Whole Chapter) - Colossians 3:25
Anyone who does wrong will be repaid for his wrong, and there is no favoritism.
Colossians 3:24-25 (in Context) Colossians 3 (Whole Chapter) - 1 Timothy 5:21
I charge you, in the sight of God and Christ Jesus and the elect angels, to keep these instructions without partiality, and to do nothing out of favoritism.
1 Timothy 5:20-22 (in Context) 1 Timothy 5 (Whole Chapter) - James 2:1
[ Favoritism Forbidden ] My brothers, as believers in our glorious Lord Jesus Christ, don't show favoritism.
James 2:1-3 (in Context) James 2 (Whole Chapter) - James 2:9
But if you show favoritism, you sin and are convicted by the law as lawbreakers.
James 2:8-10 (in Context) James 2 (Whole Chapter)
All the above taken from BibleGateway.com (New International Version)
Have you ever showed favoritism among your friends or even family members?
Do you treat everyone the same?
Or do you talk nicely to a person and shout at another?
Have you ever thought someone is less important than the other?
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Galatians 6:3 (New International Version)
3If anyone thinks he is something when he is nothing, he deceives himself.
Galatians 6:3 (New Living Translation)
3 If you think you are too important to help someone, you are only fooling yourself. You are not that important.
Again, BibleGateway.com
cant wait for christmas, new year, and CNY!
my resolutions?
i want to have another movie marathon
like yesterday...with my bro!
i want to travel too. but not too far. -.-
i still remember having a contract with Venetia when we were form 5
it says we'll go travelling when we're both 27 years old
i wonder if she still has it...hahaha
so yeah, i'm gonna save money for that!!!
i think we have options like Japan and Italy.
AWESOME!
i want to use my talents in every areas to the fullest potential!
these are just a few.....will add more to the list
but some are better left unsaid =)
Altered Frequency's "Exalt" Album!
FINALLY I FOUND IT!
yes i know...its been out since 2003
GAH...its still nice!
my personal favourites : "Exalt", "You", "For All My Days", and "Worthy"...
tapi tu cd bukan sia punya -.-
i.....am no longer a teen but still feel like one cause...
i watched twilight.
lemme rephrase that. ahem.
my friend MADE me watch it. (i didn't care about watching it cause first impression of edward cullen was "bleah")
and i LOVED it. amazingly.
now i finally understand why ppl are gugu gaga-ing over it ever since...whatever
GAH.
sorry i just HAVE TO talk about it!
i...really don't mind watching it again =D
(i guess i haven't had enough rest. it explains the sudden excitement.)
thanks Joy and Theresa............
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ok GOOD NIGHT!
TAGGED. my VERY LAST one. thank you amanda. =P
Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.
Loves;
-Your name-
-Your name-
P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you-.
1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister
2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes
3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife
4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out
5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk
6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed
7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That Sour pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
revenge!
Dear Amanda.
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over (lol. since when?). I think I realized it when your dog ran amok outside of Chicago and I saw you sit on the crazy monk (HAHA). I'm sure you're middle-class enough to understand Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning the cut toenails to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I always wanted to break eggplant-fetishism. Go burn.
Loves;
-Danielle-
-Danielle-
P/S: You are so lifeless, french kisser (er.....), Amanda.
I tag
1. Sarah Jane
2. Rowena
3. Aaron Heng
4. John Wong?
It's either the world is against you, or you are against the world.
There is such a time when I asked God to use me to the fullest
and when He allowed something to happen, I wish it wasn't me.
Forgive me, Lord.
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Give us clean hands
And give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
O God let us be a generation that seeks
Who seeks Your face
O God of Jacob
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It was loud and clear.
I heard You, Lord.
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Today I had the opportunity to visit the children in Likas Hospital with Pulse.
There were 14 of us (including Danica, Tabitha, and Chloe =D) and we split into 3 groups.
Each group was given a bag filled with presents for Christmas to give out to the sick children.
Evelyn, Jane, and I were in a group.
So we started out pretty good...
Most of the conversations went like this...
"Hello...Kami dari gereja SIB.....bla bla bla...ada hadiah Krismas untuk adik...*gives present* *smiles* Merry Christmas..."
Some children were shy, some were crying, some were smiling, the rest blur blur...
Some has been staying there for days, weeks, and months waiting to be discharged.
Overall it was a great experience to me.
Seeing them makes me feel so thankful that I have such good health.
But there was a particular mother...my heart goes out to her
Somehow I could see the pain in her eyes.
The way she hold and talk to her daughter.....
It was such a sight that I won't forget.
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so yesterday Aaron, Garry, Natalia and i painted the Powerhouse room wall.
remember the cute cartoon of some PH members?
well, it's all covered by 5 friggin' layers of white paint now.
not very balanced but its the best result we can get.
i enjoyed painting the wall actually.
but not on the ladder since i'm afraid of height -.-
the part i had fun the most is in KFC and the pet shop.
too bad they dont have cats there -.-
but enjoyed watching the weird looking fishes (even dead ones) =)
pictures can be found in the previous post btw
then i attended eklektos youth service last night with Aaron
i realised the sermons are all related to love for the last few weeks.
David joked, "maybe some ppl gila BGR"
i didnt expect anything but i've truly learned for the past weeks in Eklektos service.
from "future spouses" to "homosexuals" to "definition of love"
interesting topics, ey?
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i've decided to get baptized again.
i feel the need cause when i got baptized 2 years ago, i didnt really understand the meaning and purpose of it.
so there.
=)
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today Aunt Kitty talked about the definition of worship
and i think it was really good.
almost all the stories she told in church i have heard before
(this is the benefit of working in the same office room as her)
and she doesnt mind telling it all over again
cause those are things that touched, encouraged, and motivated her personally.
its true when i say she sings EVERYDAY without fail.
even when she's working, she'll sing. (or just going up the stairs. i can hear from my office room. HAHA)
and i find it VERY true when she said singing calms a tense situation.
believe it or not, i'm so encouraged that i sing whenever i feel like it now. =)
(even though out of tune)
another person who impacted me.........................is Justin Chen
actually, not just him, but also Daniel, David Gan, and Jude.
they.......... have impacted me alot....in worship
whenever i see them worship...just singing songs to God
it encourages me so much cause i see the passion
i can hear it, i can feel it.
even though some times they sing off-tuned or too loud as if they're shouting
they make me wanna sing louder and really mean what i sing
they make me wanna lift my hands higher to reach the heavens
and i may not be very good in singing
but being around them, i dont care anymore if ppl will look at me
it's the heart that matters.
=)
i must say, i love the music they listen to.
when Aunt Kitty mentioned the story of David and Saul
Aaron said, "i wish i can play [instruments] like that."
like how?
having the power to make the devil leave whenever i play [musical instruments]
how about you?
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another thing that inspired me is this...............
If I don't feel suffering, I shall not long for happiness.
If I don't feel pressure, I shall not long for liberty.
If I don't feel upset, I shall not long for joy.
If I don't feel mad, I shall not long for calmness.
If I don't feel a bit of insanity, I shall not long for consciousness.
If I don't feel disappointed, I shall not know that life is full of imperfections.
If I don't feel hatred, I shall not long for peace.
If I am not sick, I shall not long for good health.
If I am not in pain, I shall not long for love.
If I am not in grief, I shall not understand the feeling of being comforted.
If I don't feel hungry and thirsty, I shall not long for fullness.
If I am not broken, I shall not long of being fixed.
If I don't have problem, I shall not be sharpened the way I am today.
If I don't have giants in my life, I shall not long for strength.
written by Joy Bangun, my friend from college.
love it. =)
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i dunno why.
i always feel sentimental on Sundays.
especially Sundays.
whatever.
had a slight misunderstanding with a friend.
guessed she was a bit over reacting but little did she know it hurt me as well.
move on, danielle.
then i met Uncle Ronnie and Aunt Diane in City Mall.
actually i've missed them =)
so yeah, i was glad.
thanks row row for the gift. appreciate it.
and.....uh... i think i need to talk to someone.
