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LALALA.....~
Why Peacock? Why......
MCFLURRY.
YES!!!
Thanks DANIEL CHEN.
So.... Why peacock?
And.... WHY YAPP?
WHYYYYY?????????????????????????
"DEATH NOTE" AND "THE BREAK UP"
ARE THE SAME!!!
BOTH ENDINGS ARE THE SAME!!!
RARRRRRRRRRRRRR.....!!!
in KL now... going back on the 21st...
just before Christmas...
yay!
i am stoked
sorry i tried not to remind myself about this
*sadface*
Why SIB Likas?
Someone asked me, "Why do you go to SIB?"
"Why did you change church? I thought you're suppose to go Christ Church... bla bla bla....."
And I answered, "I feel more comfortable here (in SIB). More belonged....."
I stopped and thought for a while. Then I changed my mind.
It's not because I don't feel belonged in Christ Church. I didn't bother to find out and try at all. I mean, the people there are nice. But it was me who hindered myself from...... being me.
The other reason is because I don't really mix around. Mostly I only stick to a few friends that are closest to me. I guess that's why Aaron said my sister is more friendly than I am. Hehe. Not like I'm upset about it or anything. But that made me think.
But you know what? I'm GLAD and PROUD to be in SIB and be a part of Powerhouse. But I don't hate Christ Church. I DON'T!
As you may have known about me rededicated to God during Generation Concert, I believe God has a reason and purpose for me. Like, it's a good start to serve God in a new place where I know NO ONE except for Venetia. And have a new life.
YAY!
A Conversation On MSN with Rowena
Hehe... This post is dedicated to you, Rowena.
danielle says:
powerhouse is such a BAD influence
danielle says:
hahahaha
Rowena Lau says:
hahhhaha eet eez NOT!
Rowena Lau says:
eetz a GOOD place
Rowena Lau says:
of bad ifluence
Rowena Lau says:
influence*
Rowena Lau says:
barulah.,lol
danielle says:
you just made it sound even worse!
danielle says:
HAHAHA
Rowena Lau says:
lol1!!!!!
danielle says:
powerhouse members can never have a proper conversation with each other
Rowena Lau says:
isnt this proper? lol
danielle says:
im not sure
danielle says:
Rowena Lau says:
hahhahahhaha
Rowena Lau says:
*burp*
danielle says:
i smell BEEF
danielle says:
no... its PORK
Rowena Lau says:
its...................................
Rowena Lau says:
LONG BEANS!!
danielle says:
chicken!
Rowena Lau says:
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
danielle says:
ew!
Rowena Lau says:
suffer!!!
Rowena Lau says:
its VEGETAVLE!
Rowena Lau says:
VEGETABLE*
Rowena Lau says:
lol man i type alot of wrong things..
danielle says:
now THAT'S A NEW INTERESTING WORD
Rowena Lau says:
i mean type alot of things wrong
.....then I told her that I saved the conversation.....
Rowena Lau says:
you're ebil
Rowena Lau says:
>
danielle says:
HE HE HE... i feel like saving this too
danielle says:
im EBIL!
Rowena Lau says:
NOO!!
Rowena Lau says:
lol!! YOURE TOO EBIL TO BE TRUE!!
Rowena Lau says:
THE MOST EBIL PERSON I"VE MET
Rowena Lau says:
AAAAAAAAAAAAA
danielle says:
HAHAHAHAHA LET ME SAVE THIS
Rowena Lau says:
no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
Blessed
I was.
And still am.
God is faithful.
Btw, sorry pear.
Japanese food, my treat OK?
I KNOW YOU CAN'T RESIST IT!
Ohoh. Another great day.
A memorable one.
But oh man. I should have seen it coming.
Venetia had something to talk to me, as she told me so since..... during the sermon?
AH who cares. She played with my feelings. Sob.
I was really serious about what she was gonna say to me!
And... and... I thought those people came to distract us only. But why would they pour water on me just to distract us RIGHT!?
Then I realised. HAHA!
She wanted to talk. The big bag she carried. The place she chose to go. That look on her face.
Hahahahaha! All thanks to the good actress.
Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
A Belated one though.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE!
Happiness.
Am I glad...
Thanks for spending the time with me.
Very much appreciated.
And even though my birthday is... well... past, I had a great time.
Really. Thanks for everything and every moment that you spent with me.
I'm so Blessed.
Yay!
I'm going to cut my hair tomorrow.
WUHOO!
to me...
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Thought for the day - American toilet bowl (?!)
From Kristen
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Three names you go by:
1. Tze
2. Soong
3. Danielle
Three screen names you have had:
1. aLveraLda
2. gnoos
3. danielle
Three physical things you like about yourself:
1. Hands
2. Legs?
3. Height
Three physical things you do not like about yourself:
1. Skin
2. Hair (too frizzy! ALWAYS have a bad hair day)
3. Dunno. I'm just fine with others. Satisfied.
Three parts of your heritage:
1. Hakka Chinese
2. Canton Chinese
3. In other words, I'm a Chinese! (Yeah yeah same here)
Three things that scare you:
1. When God is angry.....
2. When God ignores me
3. When my loved ones (friends and family) reject me
Three of your everyday essentials:
1. Bible
2. Computer
3. Ipod
Three of your favorite musical artists as of now:
1. Blindside
2. Flyleaf
3. Between Paramore and Underoath
Three of your favorite songs:
1. Sleepwalking - Blindside
2. Conspiracy - Paramore
3. Voices - Saosin (cant really say these particular ones are my favourite cause i just love all the songs from the bands mentioned above.)
Three things you want in a relationship:
1. Love
2. Honesty
3. Trust
Three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. Waa... Ada kah... erm... i cant think of anything
2. Height?
3. Wei.... i really dunno la
Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. Online (but dunno what to do online)
2. Listening to music
3. Being with my loved ones (and just have a nice talk)
Three things you want to do really badly now:
1. Straighten my hair
2. Just lie down on the sofa (or bed)
3. Sing (HAHAHA)
Three careers you’re considering/you’ve considered:
1. Serve Christ
2. Graphic Designer
3. Artist
Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Hong Kong
2. Japan
3. Italy
Three kid’s names you like:
1. Ha? Hm... let me see... Casandra
2. Bella
3. Mortimer (Just joking. None is real.)
Three things you want to do before you die:
1. Fulfil God's will for me
2. Do anything and everything that pleases God
3. Save one more for JESUS!
Three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. I sometimes sit like a guy (uh huh uh huh)
2. I think I walk like a guy sometimes
3. I'm sometimes loud (yup yup)
Three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. I wear SKIRTS!!!!!!!!!!
2. I....
3. What?
Three celeb crushes:
1. Waa.... who ah... em...
2. Why blank wan oh...
3. Ish... I can only think of totoro lah...
Three people that I would like to see take this quiz:
1. Anyone
2. Everyone
3. You (whoever reading this)
I get really annoyed everytime I think about it.
Ya lah. Mentang-mentang I can't do anything kan.
Ish.
Patience, Danielle. Patience.
...And pray more.
But. Still.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
OK. Done.
---EDIT POST---
I really don't feel good about this.
Why, WHY do you have to treat me this way?
Disappointment. Sadness.
Welcome back.
I wish I can walk that extra mile.
Just for you.
I don't know what's on my mind.
But I want to do something, to ease the pain.
Please be okay.
I really hate the feeling of me worrying too much while thinking the other party doesn't care at all. Really. Call me sensitive. It's just.....me. REALLY IT'S ME DANIELLE!!!! bahahaha til next time.
Maggi, anyone?
Venetia
Ok ven... this post is especially dedicated to you... yay?
And yes ppl, it IS obviously cacat but oh well... I'm not a pro! What do you expect hah?
*yay*
I never liked rainy days. So it's raining today. I feel peaceful.
And I'm happy! HAPPIEEE! I feel loved!
*yay*
daniel and daniel feminine punya conversation today
danielle says:
BOO
daniel says:
AHHH
daniel says:
I INJURED MY FINGER!!!
daniel says:
left index
danielle says:
............ YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO SAY " AH IM SO SCARED!"
daniel says:
2 weeks!
daniel says:
i cant move it for 2 weeks!
daniel says:
its all swollen and bruised
daniel says:
red blue black
daniel says:
lol
danielle says:
what did you do
daniel says:
sports
danielle says:
weeeee
danielle says:
typical guys!
daniel says:
2 weeks!!!
danielle says:
hahahaha.... erm.... pray for your finger!
daniel says:
lol
daniel says:
i need to show u..
daniel says:
u cmin this week ph?
danielle says:
hahahaa
danielle says:
yes i am
danielle says:
weeee
danielle says:
im gonna take pic of your finger
daniel says:
lol
daniel says:
maybe by then not so swollen liao
daniel says:
lol
danielle says:
erm... then try to make it swollen
danielle says:
AHHAHA
daniel says:
ish!
daniel says:
jahat kau
danielle says:
yay! im jahat!
daniel says:
burung hantu cina jahat!
danielle says:
..................
danielle says:
WAHAHAHHAHA
danielle says:
man..
danielle says:
im gonna put this on my blog
daniel says:
OH TIDAK
OH yeah. Venetia came to my house just now. And... she just went home. Like, few minutes ago. Yeap. I know this has nothing to do with you guys, still, I'm going to tell you what we did (more like what VEN did).
- drank Vanilla Vodka (only Ven. I think she was A LITTLE BIT drunk tho. Her face was all red.)
- ate japanese maggi (only SHE.)
- watched some really funny videos on youtube (Japanese boys "Joker", Japanese Game Show, .......and the very funny English Lesson which is also from Japan. Japanese are FUNNY!)
- laughed. ALOT. (I think we spent most of the time laughing. Hours. Man.)
- drew some random stuff (Ven suggested to draw. She drew a very "yeah" bride holding a briefcase with a vewy vewy beautiful diamond inside, ready to jump out the window. Sounds weird ey? It's ok. To make things more confusing for you, we drew a frog and a fish too. Yay!)
I've finally experienced the..... sufferings of..... menganggur-ing. (Yes, laugh all you can now.)
After all what I can do everyday (especially on weekdays) is to online. I could just stay in front of the computer 24/7. And I could blog about this EVERY SINGLE DAY. Yeap, you would see the same post until something interesting happened. (Which I dunno when but... soon, I guess. Hopefully.)
So stop reading! NOW! Stop pressing that Refresh button! Wait... Why would you wanna press it anyway? (I realised I really like to talk to myself. Self-debating. Weird? OK. It's not too late to leave this page now.)
Anywaaaaaaaay, I've been confusing myself alot these days. Thinking things that I should not. Struggling with things that aren't mine. And I can't lose what I never had. So... in the end, NOTHING TO LOSE! (Don't understand what I'm talking? It's ok, I still care for you.)
I'm feeling much better today after the dizziness I had which lasted for a few days. But feeling a bit down.
Probably God is trying to test me with the... little things around me. And I'm still gonna say this --- I need MORE patience. I don't wanna sulk everyday.
At times I feel like God is so far from me. I just want someone to be there for me... Then again, I thought to myself, "Gees... Is attention all that I want? I'm so pathetic."
If you would speak to me, Lord...
"For now, is it worth it to be sad, if it's harder to be glad to be alive?"
I kinda forgot what the sermon yesterday was about. Ah well.
*stops by at sibpowerhouse.blogspot.com* OH YEAH. Values. But I still can't remember what the guy talked about besides the video clips he showed. Hmm. I was feeling dead during church service due to lack of sleep. I felt dizzy through out the whole day even though I slept a while after I came back from church. Last night I didn't get to sleep like til 3AM as well. Then the pain came all of a sudden this morning. Thought I was going to pass out. And I'm still feeling a bit dizzy as I'm typing this now.
Yeah, I need rest.
Then again, I feel like blogging a bit longer. I really hope I can finish this before the electricity runs out. Again. AGAIN WHEN I'M HAPPILY BLOGGING ON THE NET????? NO WAY!!! GRRRRRRRrrrr...
Once again I'm reminding myself this -- I need more patience. YES I NEED MORE!!!!!
I sulk alot! But I don't sulk for nothing. I mean like, yeah I sulk at little things. Sounds childish? Ya...... I am. And I'm still trying to accept things the way they are. Cause I can't change them.
Then I see people around me. From church. They're much more mature than I am. They're so different and it made me feel like such a loser, you know. That's when I start to think, ".....No doubt, I need to change."
Blank.
A Little Something.
It's so hard to tell and convince my friend that things are going to be okay when she's already falling and slowly sinking into depression. Even though I was in such a state before, I couldn't and don't know how to tell her about my experience as an encouragement to her. She takes advices but she kept telling me that it's so hard to let go. She's in too deep. Though she reminds me of who I used to be back then.
I was hurt by a guy. No, we were never an item. He treated me really nice. Probably too nice til people thought that we were a couple. I used to tell him everything about my problems and stuff like that. He'd always be there for me. Then there was a misunderstanding between us. We both lost trust in each other and arguments started to happen almost everyday. I prayed to God, hoping things would get better. It didn't. It got worse instead. Many unanswered prayers. I had thought that God is punishing me for not obeying Him.
I tried to make myself feel better by loitering around the malls and just..... be somebody else. I took alcohol and tried to get drunk. Hopelessness was all I felt.
I used to have really bad and negative thinking like, no one understands me. No one knew how I was feeling. They didn't notice the change in me. Nobody cared. I felt like I was in this thing alone all along.
As I calmed myself down, I decided that I need a break.
I never knew I'd end up going to Generation Concert after being invited by Venetia. She's always been the one who invites and encourages me to go to such events. But I had really wanted to not go.
"I'm expecting God to change me that night," Venetia said before the concert. I thought to myself, "Yeah, this is it." Somehow she inspires me in a way.
I was very much expecting God to change me that night. And He did. Pastor Dave was great. It was as though God was speaking through him. Everything made sense to me. I prayed, "God, restore me and change me from the inside out." Then I accepted Christ and rededicated myself to Him. Finally no distractions whatsoever. Now get lost, devils!
It's only the beginning, I know.
He would do whatever it takes to bring us back to Him.
As I think back of what happened, I had totally forgotten about God. I went to church every sunday but I never knew the meaning of my life. I was, all along, trying to impress and be accepted by the world.
I think I see the different view of Life now. (mentang-mentang menganggur this HAHA) But praise God and I give thanks in every circumstances for I've learned to lean unto Him whenever things go wrong. Jesus Christ has overcome the world!
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I think I'm off-topic already. But then it's good to share a bit of my testimony, ey?
Relationships. As in, boyfriend and girlfriend relationship. Blah. I used to have a boyfriend when I was in Form 4. He said it was love at first sight. (it's stupid I know) I actually said yes when he asked for a chance. He was so sweet and caring. I began to depend on him alot. I found out things about him later on. I should have seen it coming. We broke up two weeks later. Yes, you heard me. (you can't hear me?) Two weeks.
Hatred. I thought that he was such a hypocrite. And a desperado.
Yeah I know I'm also imperfect. So much to learn. Now I believe in God's timing.
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Supernatural
Her headaches are constant increasing in pain
Each passing day
She cant even manage to stand on her own its gotten so bad
You think in saying there's no use in praying
But still she bows her head
So she can say
Thank you for just one more day
Supernatural patience
Graces her face
And her voice never raises
All because of a love never let go of
He has every reason to throw up his fists in the face of his God who let his mother die
Through all the prayers and tears, she still passed in pain anyway
You think in saying theres no use in praying
But still he bows his head
So he can say
Thank you for ending her pain
Supernatural patience
Graces his face
And his voice never raises
All because of a love never let go of
Never let go of
He is teaching me
What love really means
Hey People.
I DO HAVE A LIFE!
i have a life. lalala~
and have a nice day. *huggies*
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Seems like I have alot to say today but dunno where to start.
Anyways, here it goes.
Most of you (probably) know that I get worried about something easily. And then it leads to more and more of thinking about..... random stuffs. Things that matter to me but I can be over-sensitive at times. *silly grin*
Despite it all, God still loves me.
I also learned that no matter how poor, how bad, how cold-hearted, how cruel, how mean, -- just no matter what condition I'm in and how worse I can get sometimes -- God still wants to use me. And I still can be a blessing to others.
How to be a blessing?
Serving.
Serving others also means serving God.
Whenever you serve others in any way, you are actually serving God and fulfilling one of your purposes.
Jesus came "to serve" and "to give".
We grow up in order to give out.
However, everyone has a role to play. The Bible says, "Each of us finds our meaning and function as a part of his body."
It is through ministry that we discover the meaning of our lives.
Probably you've heard this way too many times. Hmm.
God wants to use you to make a difference in his world. He wants to work through you. What matters is not the duration of your life, but the donation of it. Not how long you lived, but how you lived.
He will use you, if you stop making excuses.
"For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." Ephesians 2:10
You and I were put on earth to make a contribution.
Random Post.
Somehow I'm feeling annoyed and disgusted. It suddenly came and..... wow I'm stucked.
I wanna hide.
I want TOTORO!
In conclusion, I dunno what's happening to me. I'm so mean.
Why?
Dunno.
Dunzo.
Woo.....
I went to Jo and Connie's place on Sunday after church. Well Jo said she'll cook for dinner so yeah. We went swimming then. Just a lil note for you, I DO NOT know how to swim! Basically I was..... floating. Weird.
Anyways, Joey could only join us til 5 or 6 like that. Then she left. Then I found out that Venetia will be coming. So I told Jo we would surprise her or something. Haha. Yeah, and I did. It wasn't fun.
And so we had spaghetti.
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The carrots looked like sliced bananas while the mushrooms looked like hotdogs or something?
Hmm...
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With cheese.
We had ice cream after that!!! Yay!
Then we watched some cool videos on youtube.
Mmmm yeah. That's all.
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Then he called.
I felt so uneasy. Wait, I always feel like that everytime we chat or talk.
I tried to sound normal anyway. But then he asked, "Why do you sound so LC?"
Hmmm ok. I said I talk to everyone like that.
"That doesn't convince me. I think you're not okay."
I was quite annoyed. Serious.
Then he started to lecture me a bit. Like, about my life. Just because I'm not studying.
I know he was right.
But I have a greater purpose lor.
God changed my life. And I wanna serve Him. After all I have wasted way too much time before this. I was worse than now. I had totally forgotten about God for I was distracted by things around me. That time my attitude also bad lah. Don't care like that. Now I wanna make it up for Him. Yay!
Suddenly I remembered someone said that I always keep things mundane. Hmmm. Jude.
Ok.
I wanna read now. Bye.
Living without a purpose.
jude says (23:12):
what you consider as not living up to a purpose?
danielle says (23:12):
i dono... probably not doing anything... like my condition now
jude says (23:13):
thats not the reasons..
jude says (23:13):
thats just not serving in a ministry
jude says (23:13):
maybe you dunno where's your ministry yes
jude says (23:14):
not serving in a ministry doesn't mean not living up to a purpose
danielle says (23:15):
ok... what if its about... not studying and working
jude says (23:16):
thats your personal life mah
jude says (23:16):
i can don study and work...
jude says (23:16):
and serve in church....
jude says (23:16):
i can study all i wan..get a good job...
jude says (23:16):
but still not knowing what i live for
jude says (23:16):
get it?
I am NOT a vegetarian!
I do eat chicken and fish!
I just don't fancy red meat.
Ok. That's it.
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My handphone is fixed! Yay!
Ha-ha-ha!
Dunno why my niece likes to go Damai already.
I'm SO not in the mood now. I was in the middle of blogging and when I got disconnected, friggin' Internet Explorer closed itself.
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Alright.
I was talking about KIDS. Cute ones. Like Johnathan. Aaron's little brother.
I saw him and another kid building sandcastle and I joined them. Obviously, it wasn't a sandcastle but a.....mud house as the kid said so.
10 years old.
As I was saying, I don't fancy babies. They like to cry. Most of them. Yeah yeah I know. They're just babies! They know nothing! They're so innocent and..... THEY'RE SCARY TOO! Once I made a baby cry by just..... touching his head. SCARY EH!!!!! Go near him also cannot! Ish.
Kids are better when they know how to talk. Some are really sweet. So genuine. => But some may be over-talkative lah. Ok. Enough of kids.
I killed my handphone. No, I think it was murdered. By sea water. Cis.
So ya, I'm still trying to get over it. Sob.
"Give thanks in all circumstances..." - Quote of the day
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"Problem is NOT a problem when you trust in God."
"When all comes down to NOTHING God is up to SOMETHING!"
Ok. I'm better now. Huahuahua.
Awesome.
Very tired these days. Especially when this morning I couldn't sleep well because of the heavy rain and loud thunder. Which is happening the same thing.....right now, except for the thunder. Probably the best time to sleep? I doubt.
Tsk. Feeling a bit sulky now.
It's okay, I shall go for Bbq with the guys later.
And I'm officially broke.
Rar.
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Now I'm feeling good. HAHAHA!
I just dunno about myself. No matter how many times I told myself not to think anymore, I'd still end up thinking anyway.
Seriously, I dunno what's wrong with ME! I've only started to feel like this recently.
I think alot about almost everything. Random stuff. Like, why is the sky blue.
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Just kidding.
But, hmmm..... Really, why is the sky blue arh?
Anyway, thanks to whoever tried to cheer me up. And sorry cause it seems like nothing gets into my head except for.....crap. I think I'm worrying too much. Probably somethings happened too fast til I feel lost. And blur.
Suddenly I'm missing Hong Kong very badly. =( I miss the food. I miss the people. I miss the shopping malls. I miss the tiny apartment. I miss the scenery. I miss everything lah. But I wasn't that happy in HK last year because of somebody. Uh, sad memories.
Mom wants me to work in office. I hate answering calls eh. But for the sake of money..... NO I WON'T BETRAY MYSELF! NO!!!!!
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Sorry that I over-reacted.
I still dunno which college to go. I have one in mind which is The One Academy but I'm not sure yet. Cause I haven't talked to my parents about it. I know they won't let me go KL..... So I'm really stressing out right now just by thinking of it. ARGH.
I need money. =(
Oh wow, I never knew I like listening to Jazz. Hehe. Especially Michael Buble. CHRISTMAS SONGS! And I can't wait for Christmas! *dreams*
My Christmas List. (tiba-tiba) *ahem ahem* I don't want anything but my friends for Christmas. Ok ok, I would be lying if I didn't add the word 'food' on the list. Turkey. Yum yum.
...............But then I saw this while chatting with Jude. "MEAT IS MURDER"
Some meat are nice bah! I don't take much meat but yeah, some are nice. Then all of a sudden, durian comes into picture. Eh? Who cares. Durians are yummy. Ice blended durian is nice too.
I think I'm kinda hungry now.
Yesterday I was okay lah. Just that I was being over-concerned or sensitive.
Today has been fun. Like, I managed to not think THAT much since I've two 'ji muis' with me. (you know who you are *HAHAHA*) We ate so freaking much today. First meal we had during lunch was tom yam. Then we went to buy stuffs to make pudding. Also had two full cups of fresh milk. After pudding, we went for tom yam (AGAIN) for dinner. So basically I'm still FULL now. And I only left few bucks.
So much for today and it's been tiring, really. Especially after eating THAT much.
I'm going to have sorethroat again. =(
Job interview. Sigh.
I've been worrying too much since yesterday.
I'm so tired right now.
My brain can't even function well.
I dunno what to write anymore.
That's it.
Found some old pics. (2005)
These photos were taken during Installation Nite and Prom Nite.
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Atlantis Cafe
Btw, I went to Passion Concert instead of Installation Nite. Then after that we went for a drink. *ahem* with lots of food. 
Obviously, all of us didn't have a date whatsoever so we ended up taking pics together. Yeap. 
While we were taking pics, this guy suddenly came over and sat beside me, all-ready to pose and all that.
She's at it again.
Am I really wrong?
What's wrong by having MORE friends, I wonder?
Should I isolate myself or what?
I find it very hard to talk to my mom. Especially when she's not a Christian. I don't even know if she believes in Jesus. I must say that our relationship has really gone down. I can't deny that.
But I'm sad because I'm getting further from God. I feel lost. Or maybe it's me that I've lost faith in Him.
I dunno what's wrong anymore.
All I need is You, Lord.
Dear blog,
I just wanna tell you that my phone batt is still full (amazingly) for the first time.
Ok.
That's about it.
Bye.
Oh ya! I almost forgot.
I fooled someone today. I joked about going to Asia City with a serious look on my face. He believed. Almost parked the car there. Yeah. He said he won't believe me again.
Unless it's pudding.
I'm craving for desserts.
Okay, maybe mango salad too.
No, make it Carbonara.
Wait.
I'm supposed to crave for pudding.
Yum yum.
Yappzai@Susie
hmm... kesian
hot?
i can't believe he actually thinks it's nice to put stickers on his handphone. flower somemore that.
It was crazy yesterday. I woke up because no electricity. I was home alone. Parents and sister went to the shop earlier. I couldn't do anything since the ipod broke down. Thank God for my handphone. I texted Yappzai about my condition. After awhile of waiting, he finally came. HAHA!
I had to go out from the small gate using the key since I couldn't use the remote. I totally forgot which key is for the gate! And guess what, I grabbed all the keys I could find and put in my pouch, just in case. With great hope, I opened the gate using the first key. TADAA! I did it! Then I tried to take out the key. I pulled. And pulled again. WTH! Thank God, Yapp got out of the car and helped me. Hehe. We figured it out after all! Lalala..... But malu lah...
Anyhow, we went to Center Point. After parking the car, the fun began! Hehehe. I painted Yapp's nails black. With glitters somemore. WOAH! Hahahah. He was complaining about the colour and how evil I am. When I finished painting his nails, he said this all of a sudden while admiring his nails, "It's actually cool!"
Weird.
We had tom yam in the food court. I think we were there the longest. We ate so freaking slow!!! Hahaha. I took some pictures too. Yapp kept showing his nails to people around. Some laughed, some ignored, some was blur, some smiled. Hmmm it was fun! I never knew he'd actually like it and request for another colour next time! OMG!
Finally after eating since forever, we went to shop for nail polish and stickers. We bought it and I added some stickers on his nails. Wooooo!!! HOT! I couldn't stop laughing and smiling. Hehehe. Then we went to yoyo. Three girls laughed at him until he so pai seh. The last place we went was the market in Lintas just to buy lollipops. When he paid the money to the cashier, she actually smiled! Hehehehehe. It's ok, Yapp. You made everyone's day! Especially mine! Mwahahahaha.
Ok, end of story.
Our next plan? Coming soon.
I still can't figure out why he bought the vodka for me. Friends, okay. But WHY suddenly???
I've already long forgotten about it. But, woah..... tiba tiba wan oh this guy after all we haven't been contacting each other for a month.
Blah.
Scariest places on earth.
Everywhere.
No where on earth is safe.
KL is scary. You will see news about people being murdered everyday on newspaper. Wth. This scared me enough already and yet I had to endure much more by hearing it from others.
Friends asked if I had fun. I seriously did not know how to answer. Haha.
I did have fun. Like, a tiny bit. Cause I could not help but feel very insecure and unsafe wherever I go. Call me sensitive. Sometimes I would think, 'Will I be the next victim?' Woah. You get what I mean? But I do believe in prayers. So yeah, thank God I am back home safely in one piece. Yep.
Airplanes. They are scary too. Serious. Maybe last night I sat at the back. The last row somemore. The feeling was like.......... on a boat or something. Yish. Next time I want front seat!!!!!
Probably end of the year I will be going to KL and Singapore. Hmmmm.....
What The World Will Never Take
I was pretty much sad when I realised/found out that my friends are leaving KK soon. This is saddening. Some I have just known them not long ago and then they have to go already.
I know everyone has different goals to achieve in their lives. It is not like I cannot accept the truth but .....somehow I just feel down everytime I think of it. And yeah, I might also leave KK some time in the future.
Yer.....
Man, I am going to miss you guys. LOTS and LOTS.
No one is going to take You away from me!
The world will NEVER take You away from me!