I just realised. 666.
So here it is. 667.
"Misguided Ghosts" - Paramore
I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes
And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction
Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no road
In fact they follow me
And we just go in circles
But now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify,
A broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on
And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not
Useless
We are just
Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
And we should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me
They echo me in circles
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one of the best songs ever.
and the lyrics...pretty much sums up what i want to say.
tada.
Isaiah 30:20-21
Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teachers will be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them. Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, "This is the way; walk in it".
I remember Janice shared this verse while she was here last month.
I miss Jude soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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ooooooooooooooooooooooooo much =(
Love's not a competition.
yes.
one of my cousins is getting married next saturday.
as for me, i'm excited for them.
and no, i'm not gonna get married anytime soon.
but i do miss jude a lot. like...a lot more than just a lot (you dig?)
i'm looking forward to my birthday though.
21.
i'm gonna hit 21.
fuh.
what have i done?
what have i NOT done...YET?
am i still the same?
or have i changed?
while typing this...
i'm reminded of how worthless i am.
i'm reminded of how much i need God.
i'm reminded of His grace and mercy and LOVE that never fail.
breathe.
tomorrow is a new day.
oh my tian~
There's a huge rat inside the office. In fact, inside the air-cond.
It has been coming in and out, to look for food perhaps.
One fine day, I came to office and found a pack of maggi---emptied!
Oh, terlalu banyak cockroaches inside the office too...
Apa lagi, ada biawak!!!
There's a turtle in the pond as well...
What's next?