I couldnt put it down. Couldnt lift it up either.
. . . So I just surrender. But that doesn't mean I'm giving up on my only hope. Never.
Luv Addict
GOD'S IDEAL
Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone
to have a deep soul relationship with another
to be loved thoroughly and exclusively.
But God, says,
“No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by Me alone,
with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me,
with having an intensely personal relationship with me alone,
discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found,
will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.
You will never be able to unite with another until you are united with Me,
exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings.
I want you to stop planning, stop wishing,
and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing,
one that you cannot imagine.
I want you to have the very best.
Please allow Me to bring it to you.
You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest thing,
keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM,
keep listening and learning the things I tell you,
you just wait, that’s all.
Don’t worry. Don’t be anxious.
Don’t look around at the things others have gotten or that I’ve given them.
Don’t look at the things you think you want.
You just keep looking at Me, or you’ll miss what I want to show you.
And then, when you’re ready,
I’ll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any you would dream of.
You see, until you are ready, and until the one I have for you is ready,
(I am working even at this moment to have you both ready at the same time)
until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me,
and the life I prepared for you,
you won’t be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me,
and thus the perfect love.
And dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love.
I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me,
and to enjoy materially and concretely,
the everlasting union of beauty, perfection and love.
Know that I love you utterly.
I am God.
Believe it and be satisfied.”
what do i look for in a guy?
- who thinks spongebob is cool
- who is good with kids (HAHA)
- intro extrovert
which i think is funny...nvm
muahahahaha
cant you be more gentle?
but since i learned that we're both imperfections, let it be.
haih...
ah, the freedom.
"...and grace amazing takes me home,
I trust in You"
Thanks, I feel lighter now.
But the assignments aren't getting any lighter.....
And so, I'm going to be... dead meat.
I hate colour studies! and that fundamental design thingy!
Please, just let me have sketching classes for the rest of my college life.
I'm getting sick of this world.
What are these humans becoming?
I wonder what's inside their little heads
Do they even think?
Oh yes...they do
They only think of how to destroy other ppl's lives
And then what?
Nothing.
Meaningless.
Beeaaautiful!
By Armin Mersmann.
By Brian Duey. Pencil Drawings. I LOVE fine art! Will try to practice myself on this...hahaha
Note to self :
I can't get things I want all the time.
I need patience.
There's still a lifetime for me to learn.
Do not worry about future.
Just put complete trust and hope in Him.
Surrender to Him.
Let His will be done.
Things are gonna be hard, just hang on.
Have faith and stay close to Him.
Every moment is an opportunity to learn.
He's ALWAYS there.
Bible...is actually fun to read.
I used to be darkness
Without you I
I lived my life in blindness
But now I am found
And I'll sing, sing I love you so
And I'll sing
Because the world can't take away
Your love
You found me in weakness
Broken
You came to me in kindness
And now I live
I'll give my life for you Lord
For all you've done
I finally understand what you said, when I realised the distance.
Depressed I may be, but I'll stand stronger.
We'll have better days next time.
Maybe we'll appreciate more.
For now, just let me forget.
Forget what is happening and move forward.
Because I'm tired of looking back and wondering why.
I couldn't focus and Lord, now I pray that You'll help me to.
Help me get through this.
That's all I'm asking.
Listen and Obey
"Go."
I didn't move.
"Just go."
Still I didn't move.
If only I took that step, I wouldn't have to blame myself. I wouldn't end up feeling so lousy. I could've made a difference. Could have 'escaped'. Could have been happier.
Don't. Let. Go.
A big bowl of tom yam for now would be really(really) nice...
*hint hint*
roti canai!!!!!
har mien!!!!
mango!!!!!
yes...i'm starting to eat MORE than usual if you noticed...hee
stress!!
Mengejar Hadirmu
You say: "It's impossible"
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)
You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)
You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: "I can't manage"
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
You say: "I don't have enough faith"
God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)
You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)
