you've just been poked.

I kinda forgot what the sermon yesterday was about. Ah well.

*stops by at sibpowerhouse.blogspot.com* OH YEAH. Values. But I still can't remember what the guy talked about besides the video clips he showed. Hmm. I was feeling dead during church service due to lack of sleep. I felt dizzy through out the whole day even though I slept a while after I came back from church. Last night I didn't get to sleep like til 3AM as well. Then the pain came all of a sudden this morning. Thought I was going to pass out. And I'm still feeling a bit dizzy as I'm typing this now.

Yeah, I need rest.

Then again, I feel like blogging a bit longer. I really hope I can finish this before the electricity runs out. Again. AGAIN WHEN I'M HAPPILY BLOGGING ON THE NET????? NO WAY!!! GRRRRRRRrrrr...

Once again I'm reminding myself this -- I need more patience. YES I NEED MORE!!!!!

I sulk alot! But I don't sulk for nothing. I mean like, yeah I sulk at little things. Sounds childish? Ya...... I am. And I'm still trying to accept things the way they are. Cause I can't change them.

Then I see people around me. From church. They're much more mature than I am. They're so different and it made me feel like such a loser, you know. That's when I start to think, ".....No doubt, I need to change."

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