"Duuuh." - Patrick

i could hear people singing their hearts out.
what am i doing here?
i could not concentrate.
maybe i should walk out.
but i just stood there.
i closed my eyes, recalling the conversation with Sam not too long ago.

"I...dunno" was all i could say.
my mind went blank.
i didnt want to think, i guess.

it was definitely mind-provoking.

i couldnt stop thinking about it.
now what, God?
what are you trying to say?
he continued to share, as i debate with myself in my head.
i almost cried but i had no idea why i wanted to cry. -.-"

"...you gotta ask yourself why"

why?

what are my reasons?

do i really need a reason?

is this what you call blind faith?

if i do have a reason, is it greater than any problems?


ugh, i hate you Sam.
kidding. lol.