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so yesterday Aaron, Garry, Natalia and i painted the Powerhouse room wall.
remember the cute cartoon of some PH members?
well, it's all covered by 5 friggin' layers of white paint now.
not very balanced but its the best result we can get.

i enjoyed painting the wall actually.
but not on the ladder since i'm afraid of height -.-

the part i had fun the most is in KFC and the pet shop.
too bad they dont have cats there -.-
but enjoyed watching the weird looking fishes (even dead ones) =)
pictures can be found in the previous post btw


then i attended eklektos youth service last night with Aaron
i realised the sermons are all related to love for the last few weeks.
David joked, "maybe some ppl gila BGR"
i didnt expect anything but i've truly learned for the past weeks in Eklektos service.
from "future spouses" to "homosexuals" to "definition of love"
interesting topics, ey?

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i've decided to get baptized again.
i feel the need cause when i got baptized 2 years ago, i didnt really understand the meaning and purpose of it.
so there.

=)

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today Aunt Kitty talked about the definition of worship
and i think it was really good.
almost all the stories she told in church i have heard before
(this is the benefit of working in the same office room as her)
and she doesnt mind telling it all over again
cause those are things that touched, encouraged, and motivated her personally.

its true when i say she sings EVERYDAY without fail.
even when she's working, she'll sing. (or just going up the stairs. i can hear from my office room. HAHA)
and i find it VERY true when she said singing calms a tense situation.
believe it or not, i'm so encouraged that i sing whenever i feel like it now. =)
(even though out of tune)

another person who impacted me.........................is Justin Chen
actually, not just him, but also Daniel, David Gan, and Jude.
they.......... have impacted me alot....in worship
whenever i see them worship...just singing songs to God
it encourages me so much cause i see the passion
i can hear it, i can feel it.
even though some times they sing off-tuned or too loud as if they're shouting
they make me wanna sing louder and really mean what i sing
they make me wanna lift my hands higher to reach the heavens
and i may not be very good in singing
but being around them, i dont care anymore if ppl will look at me
it's the heart that matters.

=)


i must say, i love the music they listen to.

when Aunt Kitty mentioned the story of David and Saul
Aaron said, "i wish i can play [instruments] like that."
like how?
having the power to make the devil leave whenever i play [musical instruments]


how about you?
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another thing that inspired me is this...............

If I don't feel suffering, I shall not long for happiness.
If I don't feel pressure, I shall not long for liberty.
If I don't feel upset, I shall not long for joy.
If I don't feel mad, I shall not long for calmness.
If I don't feel a bit of insanity, I shall not long for consciousness.
If I don't feel disappointed, I shall not know that life is full of imperfections.
If I don't feel hatred, I shall not long for peace.
If I am not sick, I shall not long for good health.
If I am not in pain, I shall not long for love.
If I am not in grief, I shall not understand the feeling of being comforted.
If I don't feel hungry and thirsty, I shall not long for fullness.
If I am not broken, I shall not long of being fixed.
If I don't have problem, I shall not be sharpened the way I am today.
If I don't have giants in my life, I shall not long for strength.

written by Joy Bangun, my friend from college.

love it. =)

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i dunno why.
i always feel sentimental on Sundays.
especially Sundays.
whatever.

had a slight misunderstanding with a friend.
guessed she was a bit over reacting but little did she know it hurt me as well.

move on, danielle.


then i met Uncle Ronnie and Aunt Diane in City Mall.
actually i've missed them =)
so yeah, i was glad.

thanks row row for the gift. appreciate it.

and.....uh... i think i need to talk to someone.