It's either the world is against you, or you are against the world.

There is such a time when I asked God to use me to the fullest
and when He allowed something to happen, I wish it wasn't me.



Forgive me, Lord.

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Give us clean hands
And give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another

O God let us be a generation that seeks
Who seeks Your face
O God of Jacob
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It was loud and clear.
I heard You, Lord.

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Today I had the opportunity to visit the children in Likas Hospital with Pulse.
There were 14 of us (including Danica, Tabitha, and Chloe =D) and we split into 3 groups.
Each group was given a bag filled with presents for Christmas to give out to the sick children.
Evelyn, Jane, and I were in a group.
So we started out pretty good...
Most of the conversations went like this...
"Hello...Kami dari gereja SIB.....bla bla bla...ada hadiah Krismas untuk adik...*gives present* *smiles* Merry Christmas..."
Some children were shy, some were crying, some were smiling, the rest blur blur...
Some has been staying there for days, weeks, and months waiting to be discharged.
Overall it was a great experience to me.
Seeing them makes me feel so thankful that I have such good health.
But there was a particular mother...my heart goes out to her
Somehow I could see the pain in her eyes.
The way she hold and talk to her daughter.....

It was such a sight that I won't forget.