it is time.

one word to describe how i've been feeling lately.
exasperated.

with the jobs.
with the duties.
responsibilities.
with ppl.
with myself.

i've been crying myself to sleep
it seemed like things just cant get any better

this proves that i'm just a human.
just a human.

today ps steven prayed and ministered to me
he said this, "you have to let go of something cause that something is holding you back"
there are some things that i find it hard to let go.
and i'm not even sure what are they.

i dont feel like myself lately
every morning i tell myself i don wanna wake up.
"its enough, its enough."

look, i'm still a human.

i know i'm not alone.
but i'm struggling.
please pray for me...

i know God is taking me to a higher level of faith
my patience is being tested.

and the thing is, i'm sharing in powerhouse tomoro.
please, not in this condition!

it is time for a change!!!!!
i'll fight for this.