you've just been poked.

Surely God has given me opportunities to do what I said I want to do
and probably I have taken 'em for granted, doing it for my own sake
Eventually I began to feel exasperated, exhausted...
You know, I felt like I deserved better.
But all I thought about was just me, me, me.

I have this feeling of uncertainty in what God has called me to do
Everyday I would ask God the same question
but I never got the answer
and I was thinking to myself if it's just because I'm not sensitive enough to His voice.
Sometimes I'd feel discouraged looking at the ppl around me, that have discovered what their calls are, and now trying to achieve it while I'm still standing at the crossroads not knowing where to go...
That's when different ppl come to give their own opinions.
Frankly, I really dislike when someone tells me what I SHOULD do, especially in a I'm-holier-than-thou tone.
Hmmm.
Like Paul said, be patient with everyone
oh yes. I need patience.
And I need to read back the sermon about How to Handle Offenses.
.....that's right