No regrets. No turning back.

"Is this what you really want?", she asked.

"it is unfair. But what matters most is this: do you really want this?"

I could hear myself saying, "Of course I want this." Without a doubt.

But God, what do you think?, I thought.

Again I was reminded of what Pastor Lee Lee said when I approached her, "the question is, how much you really want God's will to be done? How desperately you want His Will and nothing else. ...it's the matter of setting your priorities right. If God is your top priority, everything will go according to His Way. It'll be fine."

True. I dunno how many times I nodded my head. But that's not the point.