Though none go with me, I will still follow. No turning back. No turning back.

I'm tagged by Pauline, Debbie, and Emmeline.

No Questions.
No Answers.

I'm random and weird. Full stop.

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Now. Updates.

I still love Paramore.
The weather is still hot.
I'm still sweating.
I think I finally got enough rest after staying up for 3am to 8am prayer meeting on Sunday.
I'm still called a pig.
I still haven't found my bible after I left it in sanctuary.
I'm still unsure about something. Decisions in life.
I'm still practicing on changing guitar chords when playing.
Planned to draw another Mika Nakashima portrait.
Still thinking.....
Janice's words still playing in my mind til today.

On Saturday night, Aunt Kitty picked me up and we went to Shalom. Met Catherine and Sherly there. Actually I don't know how their names are spelled. Anyway, I finally got to play the acoustic guitar! The sounds are waaaaay nicer than a classical guitar but after playing it for a while my fingers hurt. Imagine Kitty played for a whole good 5 hours through out the prayer meeting!

We slept in PH room til 2.30am. But I didn't cause I couldn't. I was listening to music on the phone then Ridge texted me asking me where am I. I told him I'm in Shalom and he didn't reply after that. Little did I know he was already on the way to look for me. I remember it was around 11pm when I heard David and Ridge talking to Aunt Sherly at the door. I got up and went out of the room and saw the others like the Chens, Elaine, and Steffi. Aunt Sherly told me to sleep early and went back in. But I guess she was worried, she came out looking for me after a while. She told the others to go home early but they stayed for another 10 minutes before they decided to head home. I went back in the room, still wide awake. I tried to sleep in and managed to get 10 mins of sleep, maybe?

Then it was time for prayer. Washed up and waited for others to arrive. I was doing the song manager as usual. Pastor Lee Lee led the meeting and we just worshipped God and prayed for the church. I'm glad I went cause I had wanted to join all the while. God has put burdens in my heart to just pray and pray and pray. I believe His favor is upon me. [Thanks Tes] And I believe that.....the sacrifices of not sleeping and just praying to God...is all worth it. If ONE prayer can make a difference, it's WORTH IT. Dear God, may this sacrifice be acceptable to You. Please hear us from heaven.

Halfway through the meeting, I was half-awake. I kept yawning til tears welled in my eyes with runny nose. I was sooooo cold. But I just sat there looking at the people in the room, crying out to God for MORE. They were on fire for God. I was like, "...woah...why can't I be like them?"

I went to Aunty Kitty's house after that. She gave me something to read from Pastor Lee Lee. It's about prophecies for Malaysia. Immediately I felt that God wants me to spent more time just praying. Not just me. But you, who are reading this right now. God wants you to pray. Disasters. Tragedies. Crimes. Are you still sleeping? Have you not realised it? The time has come. The Lord is coming. What are you waiting for?




Matthew 24.