time and confusion

why things still seem complicated?

is it the jealousy?
is it the desperation?
or is it just simply the hunger for Love?

all i can do now is pray...
only God knows what's best
and i'm trusting Him for that
He shall be the center of this no matter what

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i wish i can help you, but you need to learn to make a step forward yourself
yeah, i may not fully understand your situation/what you're going through in life, family, friends, bla bla bla
who am i to tell you what to do right? [sorry cause i care!]
but just to tell you that... i've always treasured you as a friend despite the crap that happened
i dunno how you think of me now
i'm just praying that you will find true satisfaction and freedom in the Lord...in His Love

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God, it's You that keeps me above the surface!

i was reading someone's blog
i read the some of the most inspirational posts that i've ever read...so far
once again i feel that i need to be humbled by God
in this life...there's so much to see
so much to hear
so much to learn
so much to give...
so much to love!

have you ever wondered why are you a Christian?
have you ever wondered what have you done for God after being a Christian?

Christian. It will not only be a title, but I wanna strive to be a true Christian.
i'm tired of being selfish...keeping things to myself that belongs to God
hiding His love inside me and not willing to share
and also planting the seed of bitterness inside my heart
how can i be so ignorant?

"I was on the highway to hell, and it was Christ who stepped down into my world to give me a ride to the path to heaven. No other did the same..."

and this particular verse spoke to me today,

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. [James 1:2-4]

gaaahh...
i just found out SO MANY things today
so awesome
so encouraged
so motivated
just when i thought i'm a nobody in this world...felt so dead
God proved to me that i'm useful!
when i'm weak, thats when God is strong in me!!!!

will you still say, "I love You Lord" and mean it, in times of difficulties?
well, for Him, no matter what He'll still love you!
He said He'll never forsake you
but will you ever forsake Him?

graarrr......i can go on and on and on til you're friggin annoyed by me
but i still wanna say...i've found my ultimate purpose! my true love! yay!

and the book of Job is officially my favourite. huar huar huar