Nostalgia

What is the one criteria your future wife/husband must have?

I used to dream about marrying a handsome guy who loves me whole-heartedly and live happily ever after. Full stop. [yeah, thats how simple i wanted it to be...well, i was only about or around 10! what do you expect? woah...i didnt even want to have babies! cos pain mah...]

Now as I think back the question, no doubt that I want him to be a godly man. Who follows and loves God whole-heartedly. And then it hit me, am I being godly myself?

I don't wanna disappoint God and him.

Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. [Proverbs 31:36]

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Barbara Streisand - Smile

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you’ll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what’s the use of crying?
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what’s the use of crying?
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

It was after crying when I heard this song for the very first time
I still remember that moment, I felt nothing but numbness
Relieved yet empty.

Smile even though my heart is aching? what the heck.
I was like, this song doesn't help at all. RAR! leave meee!!!
So i had a really bad impression of this song ever since then. HAHAHA
And lately I just heard the song again
I smiled, thinking how foolish I've been, to let emotions take control of me all the time
Be sad, depressed, angry whenever I want to
sulk when things don't go my way

Thanks, pig. It was you who let me listen to this song. Probably you don't remember, but I do.