I escaped but.

there's at least ONCE in our lives where we just feel like giving up
doesn't matter what it is
it could be our very own lives, job, studies, any kind of ministry, dreams...and God
i have wanted to give up on God back then
especially when i don't see good results of my perseverance
i have wanted to give up on powerhouse before
when things just didn't seem right and i felt it's not worth it anymore
all i wanted to do is to run away

faith tested.
failed.

many times i've failed the test
i fell and never learned

And when it rains
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away
From all the ones who love you
From everything

maybe its good to ask God questions
He always gives me answers that i can never think of
and i always realize how faithless i can be sometimes when God is forever faithful
most of the time i'm unaware of what God is trying to tell me
simply because i'm ignorant
well, i'm learning from my mistakes...
it's not gonna be a one night process but hey, i have nothing to lose as long as i don't give up
though it may be hard...God never said i have to go through this alone
in fact, He'll never quit on me!
i know He's at work and all i have to do is trust

We cannot know the heart of God unless we have a heart for God.