nostalgia

just realized how time has unexpectedly passed me by.

woosh. just like that.

i realized how much time i've wasted.

i realized how real this is.

i realized how small this world is.

i realized how tiny i am in this whole world. galaxy. universe. whatever.

i realized more of how ignorant i am.

i realized.... how i've tried to rob God.

i realized how little trust i've put even though i said i trust in Him.

i realized how things around me have changed.

i realized how nostalgic i've become.



i realized ..how weak i've become.

realization after realization.

i wanna grow ...taller... and stand on higher ground.... at a higher level.

no, that's not it.

to be continued...

ah....pastor lee lee, you sure have powerful words....they make me feel so fragile