you've just been poked.

craaazy.

tired.

i guess i'm really crazy.

and tired.

very very very tired.

i'm sorry

that i'm crazy. and tired.

i still need you.

and...

and.

whatever 's gonna happen,

i need you.

i'm sorry.

i screwed them all up.

everything.

i really hate it when bad things are going worse each day.

My fault, yeah.

i tried not to care.

i tried to have fun.

i tried to forget.

i tried to forgive.

i tried to live.

sorry for my selfishness.

but i'll try again.

in a better way this time, at least.

i promise you.

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it's hard.

i seriously do not know what to do

right at this moment.

everything just seems not right.

what am i supposed to do?

i've been waiting for so long.

for now, all i can do is to wait and make it up for you?