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passion.

whats my passion?

seriously if you'd ask me that question now, i'll say i dunno.

nothing drives me.

i've considered drawing as my passion before but seems like i've lost it.

i thought i've given up ...


he said, "..you just need an inspiration..."


inspiration...

i'm not sure about it but...i really wanna start drawing again

hoping to reignite that passion that i've once lost.

i thank God for this talent that He's given me.

sometimes i'm amazed at what He can do through me. through my hands.

though my hands...they're dirty...so unpure...so sinful...

yet He can still use 'em to do great things that i cant imagine.

i'm truly amazed and i'm excited to take a step forward.

...but there's a fear in me



what happens next?

do i have what it takes?

how can i forgive myself?

there's a burden...

i'm longing for that presence.

hunger for love and attention.

miss the silence.

in desperation.



what am i doing?

there's so much more.....so much more to life


its the little things in life that counts...........







i seem to type more when i'm tired and sleepy.
i like danny gokey!
i hope he'll get into top 10 American Idol