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do take your time to read the post "life is beautiful" by jaeson ma if you havent already..

i think its a wonderful testimony...
part of it it reminds me of what i've experienced before


sometimes God can really .....em... make me go speechless
sometimes i question Him a lot...
stupid questions like, "why is it so hard to understand you ah?"
sometimes He just ...finds me in the deepest pit
sometimes He just keeps quiet....REALLY quiet
sometimes He speaks and it really scares me
sometimes i feel that He's weird...
sometimes i feel that i'm weirder...its so weird...i feel weirded out
til today....i would still ask God
"why do you still love me so much after what i've done?"
sometimes i get frustrated when i try to figure it out
sometimes some things some questions cant be explained cant be fully understood

When I interviewed the lead singer Jon Foreman I asked him a simple question, “Jon, why did you guys title this new album The Beautiful Letdown?” He responded, “Jaeson, that is a good question. You see, everything in this life can let you down. Right now, the chair I am sitting in could break and fail me. In a few minutes I can go up and sing on that stage to thousands of people, but when I get off the stage my health could fail and I could lose my voice forever and never be able to sing again. I have a beautiful wife, but I could go home and find out she has been unfaithful. You see, everything in this life can fail you. Everything in this life is finite, meaning it doesn’t last, but only one thing is truly infinite and will last forever. Yes, everything in this life can and will let you down, but the beautiful thing about it is this, when everything lets you down in this world it leads you to the one thing that is truly beautiful….. the unfailing love of Jesus Christ.”

God is cool like that.