Exasperation

well, i guess its coming back again...
when everything seems moving either faster or slower...
when i feel the walls start crumbling down...
when i start to have the feeling of nostalgic...
when i find....peace....when i'm confused...
when i feel like i'm lacking of something...

when i don feel right in everything i do...
thats when i feel pressured.....
most of all, i find myself in desperation...and frustration

the day will come where i will have to let go...

the day will come where i will face judgement...

the day will come where i will see You face to face.....

is this what you call freedom? is this what you call pain?