i need water......doesnt mean i'm thirsty? ha?

i'm QUITE happy...

well, i CAN be happier...not that i don wan to but...its hard when i see ppl............erm...i dunno how to describe it....... maybe compassion is the word....its like.... its as if i'm using God's eyes to see these ppl.....and somehow, just somehow, i know how God feels toward them..... its kinda sad.... but........ i really need that hunger..... it hurts when i see them pass by........and no one talks to them....or them being ignored....i dunno how to reach out cos i cant really relate to them.......maybe i need more of that desire in my heart............. so your prayers are much appreciated.... thanks


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couldnt help but feel annoyed yet helpless everytime my parents merajuk at each other. yeesh.