faking happiness

so...like...what?

OI SAYUR! - venetia taught me [today]

and... i had the best tom yam but the worst prawns i have ever eaten! AH!

i'm sleepy... reeeaaaaaaally sleepy
but ONE word.

Assignments. yes i'm lovin it! like, really! even though i get to sleep very little everyday...i mean...i enjoy what....i think...oh now i'm sick...great.....i mean...i don like flu...and sore throat...and the coldness...ah yes the coldness.....leave me alone.....oh ya...bye venetia! you're leaving in 14 hours from now....why do you have to leave so soon....like, what the love...blame your col? heh...ah....i havent even started on assignments yet...btw... 1 John 2:13 - my fav...if i'm not mistaken la......cos i'm so tired...my.....brain....still.....functioning bah...ish

time will change my heart?
how long does it takes?
just how long will i have to wait?
why...when...HOW?
deep inside my heart i know i don wan to and you know it...
but it's not our will

maybe i should stop thinking and start to let go