you've just been poked.

so everything is quite settled at the moment
but my heart is not at ease.....

maybe i need a break. from everything.
this time is for real...i hope

i need to regain my consciousness. i feel so blurrrrrrrrrrrrrr i feel so dead.
i need to drink PLENTY of water.
i need vitamin C.
i need shopping. hehe.
i need money to shop.

most of all, i need to make decisions all over again.

i miss my friends.