The fact is...

Christians, they all struggle.

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i can't help it but i see ppl hurting each other everyday. unintensionally.

or. they just don't realise it.

even though deep inside i know that they still care, the anger is still there. of course you can't tell by the look on her/his face. i bet they wouldn't like to hear compliments such as 'predictable'. i dunno, but this is what i went through.

i've tried to hurt somebody. i did. and i'm glad things are ok after i apologized and all that. second chances don't come that often OK? but as i said, mind is a battlefield. what about the anger and hurt that's buried inside? nobody knows. nobody except God alone.

and i'm so proud of jia jun. love you too, connie.

It is not easy to share. damnit.

it takes courage la wei. BUT. i understand the consequences of keeping it too long to self. i know how hard it is for one to share it all out just so you can be accepted by the society (!?) all over again.