mixed feelings. tired at the same time. and now i just feel like breaking out of my shell and cry. dont ask why... i'm supposed to be happy. i thought i was. well, maybe i was. but everything is so temporary. and suddenly i just dunno what i want anymore. like, whats the purpose of doing all these? who i want to be?
ok, maybe i'm just tired. or am i just convincing myself? hm. am i thinking too much? do you really think that i'm thinking too much? are you very very very sure?
i need a guitar. i want a guitar. i need someone to teach me how to play guitar, especially the c chord. i need elsha to teach me to dance. like, faster. cause i'm so slow. i want to learn to drive, so i can drive everyone out. ............yeah. so that's my new resolution. HOHO.
oh, and what was my resolution i posted here months ago? HMM.
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listening to Waltz by Suneohair makes me feel...better. i miss honey and clover.
it sucks to have no one to talk to at home. i miss powerhouse. and i want them here.
i'm so tired that i feel like a zombie. man, i have to think twice before i bring my niece again. why? because i have to carry her. she's heavy ok. and no ridge, i do not want to be a MOTHER.....yet. jia hui made her cry and jia jun was trying to make her cry. those two. oh yes, she's also VERY afraid of the dog sunshine. poor...dog. and my niece didnt want to go home, dunno why.
i realized i dunno know what i was saying last night during powerhouse. i had alot in mind about the random guy and stuff. but right at that moment, i went totally blank. somehow i managed to say something unnecessary though. oh well.
i think i type pretty long today. pretty much sums up what i want to say. maybe. I LIKE TO SAY MAYBE!!!! I AM SO INDECISIVE!!!!!!!!!! ARRRGGHHHHHHHHHHHH i am so annoying.
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Happy Easter!
Sunday, April 08, 2007
3 comments?:
hey i reli hope u feel better... n i tend 2 think too much too haha... ur niece was cute.. but she dint wan any1 to hold her bsides u... or else we wud hv helped :D n not sure whether she liked me... hrm..
my dear...how are u? this is wat i wanna ask u since last thursday...Im scare to saw u like tat...I think that's not the real you.
Guitar? learn guitar? yeap...keep it up wor ~
Find me when u need someone to talk to...ask me when u wanna go out...well,i promise will owaz try my best for u. Love you,sis !
Rou Rou! lol.. i tot she had the same name as me when u told me.. lol then i rmbred the picture u posted here and the name below it.. yeah. she's so cute and u look like a mom carrying her around.. lol
uhu, indecisiveness. there are alot of ppl who suffer from tat. me being one of them. :P
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